Hello again great community, I will try to be as short as possible.
Well, I'm in a relationship with a "good" girl, that's how I would describe her, friendly, caring, smart, sweet and innocent. The way we met was very special, we lived in the same places in the same hometown, but we never met there, we went to a far away to the same city in different colleges to study and only met at that time.
I went after her a long time, it gave me a lot of work to win and always knew it would be the woman of my life. Only after the sacrifice in my conquest thought I would have some sort of reward, I did not want more than a normal relationship. Only it's not so. She is a person with many fears and very different from me. In a year and a half of a relationship never had sex, we have tried but she can not bear to lose her virginity. We can't dont anything because she is afraid of everything, to watch decent films, horror scene, or to watch the f***ing game of thrones ...
I'm already really sick of it all, she is a great person, a good family, our parents live close to get to know eachother, but I do not know to what extent I can handle. I feel this is my last year as a young adult, I have not used half of I wanted from my youth, and I am wasting the rest of it stagnated in time. Do not want to be a virgin at 40 years ...
However I met this really cool girl. I do not know how to describe her, but she tick's me. We met at a party as well, and took her home. He could have had sex, but I felt I could not do that to my girlfriend. But I really enjoyed talking to her, I think we talked until 8 in the morning, she stayed on my mind. After a week we agreed to go to the same party, we are there, we dance, we made out, drink and was very good. We went to her home, I could have done anything i wanted, but we stayed only kissing and talking. The text it may seem like she a bit slut, but only had a long relationship boyfriend.
I know my girlfriend is going to be a good wife, to create a stable family. (Also thought it would be a good girlfriend ...), but we have very different personalities, it's like we are friends who say they are lovers.
I do not know what to do when I'm with girls I think about the other. I'm really confused 
Just want to be happy ...
Statistics: Posted by Larana — Tue Apr 28, 2015 2:35 am