Author: JuliusFawcett
Posted: Wed Apr 09, 2014 9:34 am
Your resistance to letting go of your anger is quite normal. Egoic thought patterns do not choose to be dissolved, and let's be clear dissolving and letting go of anger is very different from repression. Repression is what you are doing already, right?
You reveal the egoic thought patterns in this sentence "loss, grief, humiliation, injustice, sorrow are not seen to be manly."
Acceptance, forgiveness and surrender dissolve egoic thought patterns of anger. There is no holding back it is letting go.
Consistent happiness is available to all, we can let go of thought patterns to do with fear, anger, jealousy, blame, guilt, sorrow, irritation, frustration, criticism, resentment, tension and allow happiness to flow more easily. Egoic thought patterns can resist, they are not satisfied with anything, not happy with anything, they don't like anything, they don't like me much, they don't like you much either.
Love is the healing force, liking more, appreciating more, accepting more, smiling more, caring more, encouraging more, thanking more, supporting more and as you do this the egoic thought patterns try to sabotage the happiness that is dissolving them "This is fake, I hate this, this is unacceptable, are you a man? you can't just forgive, poor me! get your own back, what are people going to think of you now?" playing on your fears, holding you back from the joy that you could be having in your life. It's your choice buddy, people tend to choose love when they have had enough of suffering and this always happens at the perfect time.