Author: Times_Up
Posted: Mon Dec 31, 2012 11:14 pm
Babygurl - I am truly saddened after reading your post today regarding how you are feeling - it must feel quite awful to feel so down, confused & frustrated. I agree with some of the other posters that it sounds like you are in a state of depression. I also agree that you might need to shop for new therapist as you've indicated that yours does not appear to be helpful to you.
I realize this is a controversial subject here however it's worth mentioning... IMO. Some people have food and/or environmental intolerances or allergies that cause a person to feel depressed, tired, anxious & more. When the offenders are removed depression has been relieved. It might be something worth checking into since you have mentioned before that you do not believe there is something mentally suppressed.
Another free resource is EFT videos on youtube like Brad Yates - he has videos on so many subjects - http://www.youtube.com/user/eftwizard. PSTEC - is another method that has been helpful to numerous people: http://www.pstec.org/index.php & their forum: http://pstecforum.com/pf/
Lastly, I want to thank you for writing out your sentiments. I've read several of your posts here. It is helpful for me to read how going back to the reefer was not at all fulfilling as you had hoped. I also hope your experience is helpful to you since I know you were agonizing without it & desperately wanting to smoke again. I see that not smoking it is not the source of your issues and smoking is not the answer to finding happiness lost. I hope you are able to sort things out and get yourself the help you need and make a fresh start.