Karrueche Tran says she truly loved Chris Brown - heck, she still truly loves Chris Brown - but there's no going back after everything he's put her through.
Karrueche Tran Reacts to Chris Brown Baby News
Baring her soul on OWN's Iyanla: Fix My Life last night, Tran gave her first interview since learning her beau impregnated another woman, Nia Guzman.
According to Karrueche, she found out about Brown's daughter Royalty - born nine months ago - the same way most of us did, "through social media."
She describes that painful moment to life coach Iyanla Vanzant:
"He wanted to talk in person. Actually, the moment that I found out, he was texting me saying, 'I need to talk to you in person.' Then I get online and I see …"
A clearly emotional Karrueche vowed to never take him back.
"There ain't no making up right now. There's no making up."
Tran added that Chris has "said he's sorry. He's dropped flowers off. He's sorry for everything. He's sorry for what he's put me through." Still not enough.
It's not like this was the first time he's put her through emotional hell, although it is probably the toughest blow. For Tran, it's been four years of this.
She's stuck by his side through controversies and legal problems galore - including a months-long stint in jail - and an epic love triangle with his ex Rihanna.
Why would she even get involved with this character given his history?
Karrueche Tran: (Ex?) Chris Brown Plaything
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Karrueche and Chris
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown have had many ups and downs. But once news came out that Brown was a father, Tran finally had it.
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Karrueche Tran, Chris Brown Selfie
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown team up on the most disgusting selfie of all time.
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Karrueche Tran, Chris Brown Photograph
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown are going strong together, despite him being in rehab and all. Good stuff.
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Karrueche Tran, Chris Brown Kiss
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown kiss as he heads to rehab for anger management issues. She is standing by her man.
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Chris Brown, Karrueche Tran
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Chris Brown and Karrueche Tran at the club. Nice looking couple.
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Chris Brown and Karrueche Tran Photo
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Chris Brown and Karrueche Tran partying. They recently broke up though. Sad.
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Chris Brown and Karrueche Tran Cuddling
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Chris Brown and Karrueche Tran cuddling on Instagram makes for HUGE news for Team Breezy. Don't you agree?
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown Photo
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown in a fun Instagram pic. These two are totally endgame.
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Karrueche, Chris Brown
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown used to date. Now he dumped her and she is pisssssssssed.
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Hot Karrueche Tran Photo
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Karrueche Tran be lookin' hot as HELL in that lingerie. Makes you wanna get freaky-eaky.
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Karrueche Tran Legs
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Karrueche Tran has some beautiful legs. Less so when you realize they've been wrapped around Chris Brown's face, but still, nice.
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Karrueche Tran in VIBE
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Karrueche Tran in VIBE. Chris Brown's side piece is lookin' SENSUAL.
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Karrueche Tran, No Makeup
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Karrueche Tran with no makeup. She still looks good, and dodged a bullet pretty good by getting dumped by Chris Brown.
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Karrueche Tran, Chris Brown
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown kiss at sunset. She posted this on Twitter, presumably marking her social media territory.
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown hit the club. Looking happy as clams.
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Karrueche Pic
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Karrueche Tran is the girlfriend of Chris Brown. Kinda edgy as you can see.
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A Karrueche Tran Pic
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Rumors have been flying that Chris Brown and Rihanna are back together, but he's still dating Karrueche Tran. She's pretty. Look at her.
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Chris Brown and Kae
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Chris Brown and Karrueche Tran at his welcome home party with some couple friends.
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Chris Brown, Karrueche Tran Kiss
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Chris Brown and Karrueche Tran share a kiss on Instagram at his welcome home party.
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Karrueche, Chris
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Karrueche Tran and Chris Brown, doing whatever it is they do.
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"I was under the impression that [Rihanna] was a friend type of ... not a friend, but it wasn't what it became," she said of Chris' relationship with the singer.
Karrueche's jaw dropped on Christmas Day 2012 when she was at Brown's condo ... and she saw photos of him cozying up to RiRi at the Lakers game.
"I didn't want to believe it," she said. "I loved him. I've never dated a celebrity, I've never been in the light that way, so I didn't know what to expect."
"When I first met him, he was nice and charming and I wanted to love him."
"To be a friend, to be different than all these other girls who would sleep with him, girls who are gonna go crazy, or people who are just gonna use him."
"I didn't want it to be that, I wanted it to be different, and that's how it was ... I made him wait a couple months. That's not what he's used to," she said.
"I can count on my hand how many guys I've slept with in my entire life, swear to God," the 26-year-old model said on OWN. "I don't just give myself."
But she did to Chris, and now she's paying the price for it emotionally.
"I still love him. I've tried to help him," she said. "Go to church, pray, yoga, meditate. If he wanted to change, we'd be in a better place. But that's the problem."
"He is damaged but," she concedes, "I'm damaged too."
25 Pics of Chris Brown Thuggin' It!
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Chris Brown Virginity
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Chris Brown says he lost his virginity at age eight. And is a beast at sex as a result.
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Chris Brown Smoking Weed
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Chris Brown smoking weed - 3 joints at the same time no less. What a class act as always.
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Chris Brown Mugshot
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Chris Brown's mug shot following his D.C. assault arrest in 2013.
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Chris Brown in Court (May 2014)
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Nothing says thug quite like the ol' orange jumpsuit.
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Chris Brown Thrusting
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Chris Brown does his seductive thing on stage. In GIF form.
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Chris Brown Smoking Photo
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Chris Brown has himself a cigarette. Smoking is a thing that he does from time to time.
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Chris Brown Teeth
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Chris Brown's teeth have seen better days. Lookin a little busted, dat grill.
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Chris Brown Arm Tattoos
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Check out Chris Brown's arm tattoos. Those are some serious tats.
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Chris Brown RAGE!
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Chris Brown has that rage in his eyes again. Okay, it's just during his performance at the Billboard Music Awards, but still.
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Chris Brown Lookin' Ridic
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Chris Brown looking ridiculous, even by his lofty standards.
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Christopher Brown Picture
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Chris Brown. Always one to count on for news.
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Chris Brown is a Douche
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At least in this photo. We get it man! You're cool!
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Chris Brown, Rihanna: Thug Life
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Chris Brown and Rihanna are here to wish you a Merry Christmas .... Thug Life style.
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Chris Brown: Terrorist
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Chris Brown is a terrorist ... for Halloween, at least. Check out dude's costume.
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Chris Brown Grinding
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Chris Brown grinds up on some sexy lady not named Rihanna or Karrueche.
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Chris Brown Shirtless Picture
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Chris Brown shirtless. And looking like kind of a douche. A ripped douche, but still douchey.
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Champagne Shower
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Chris Brown is about to produce a champagne shower like no other. Karrueche Tran, get ready.
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Chris Brown, Champagne
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Chris Brown is a class act, as demonstrated by this photo of him at the club. Champagne showers, anyone? From Chris Brown's mouth?
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Chris Brown Shirtless Pic
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Chris Brown partying without a shirt at W.I.P. nightclub in New York. Not long after this pic was taken, crazy stuff went down.
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Chris Brown Twitpic
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Chris Brown was hurt in a fight with Drake's entourage. Yes, he actually got into a fight with guys for once.
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Contemplative Chris
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Chris Brown contemplates life as he sees it. This is just before he reportedly flew into a blinding rage behind the scenes of Good Morning America.
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Chris Brown Grabs Crotch
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Chris Brown grabs some crotch in concert. Lovely.
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Chris Brown Topless
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Chris Brown likes to blow his top. Or perform without one in this case.
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Beat Women, Not Animals
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Words to live by from a Chris Brown meme right here ladies and gentlemen.
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Chris Brown Jumpsuit
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Chris Brown rocks an orange jumpsuit quite often these days. It's like his fashion go-to.
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Rihanna Beaten Face Poster
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This is one way to advertise a Chris Brown concert. Point, Stockholm, Sweden.
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