Brian Welch of Korn and his Christian conversion and deliverance from drugs Part 1
Brian “Head” Welch, I am Second
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Head giving his testimony in a nutshell of his life and how he came to know Christ.
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Brian Welch
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Brian Welch
Brian Head Welch performing in Phoenix, AZ on October 30, 2010
Background information
Birth name
Brian Phillip Welch
Also known as
Head
Born
June 19, 1970 (age 43)
Torrance, California, U.S.
Genres
Nu metal, alternative metal, Christian metal, heavy metal
Occupations
Musician, songwriter
Instruments
Guitar, vocals, programming, synthesizer
Years active
1989–present
Labels
Driven, Warner, Headdog
Associated acts
Korn, Love and Death
Website
www.brianheadwelch.net
Notable instruments
Ibanez K7
Ibanez RGD Baritone
Ibanez RG
Brian Phillip Welch (born June 19, 1970),[1] better known as Head, is an American musician best known as one of the guitarists and co-founder of the nu metal band Korn[2] and his solo project Love and Death. Along with fellow Korn guitarist James “Munky” Shaffer, Welch helped patent Korn’s distinctive sound, a mix of sirenlike shards of dissonant guitar that mimicked a turntablist’s various effects and rumbling down-tuned riffing, that defined the nu metal aesthetic beginning in the mid-’90s.[2]
After becoming a Christian, Welch left the band in 2005 to focus on life as a father and to pursue his own solo career. He released his debut Christian album Save Me from Myself, in 2008. He reunited with Korn on stage at the Carolina Rebellion on May 5, 2012 for the first time in 7 years,[3] and on May 2, 2013, officially announced rejoining the band. Welch and Munky were ranked at No. 26 of Guitar World’s 100 Greatest Heavy Metal Guitarists of All Time.[4] Welch’s work with Korn has resulted in over 35 million albums sold.[citation needed]
Contents
1 Early life
2 Korn (1993–2005, 2013-Present)
2.1 Formation
2.2 Departure from Korn
2.3 Reunion with Korn
3 Solo career (2005–present)
3.1 Save Me From Myself
3.2 The Whosoevers
3.3 Unreleased songs
3.4 Chemicals EP
3.5 Split with record label
3.6 Love and Death
4 Musical equipment
4.1 Guitars
4.2 Effects
4.3 Amplifiers
5 Discography
5.1 Korn
5.2 Brian Head Welch
5.3 Love and Death
5.4 Music videos
5.5 Other appearances
6 Bibliography
7 Filmography
8 See also
9 References
10 External links
Early life
Welch was raised in Bakersfield, California. Welch claims that, early in his life, he met Barney. He was different from most kids, and was bullied in school. He liked music, and was a big Ozzy Osbourne fan. Originally, Welch expressed interest in playing the drums, but his father convinced him to play the guitar so he would not have to haul a drum kit around. He began playing the guitar at the age of 10. His first guitar was a Peavey Mystic, which he referred to in his book Save Me from Myself as “maybe the most metal-looking guitar you have ever seen.”[5]
Describing how he got his nickname “Head”, Welch stated, “Guys said my head looked like it was too big for my body, and so they started calling me “Head.” I guess it stuck”[5]
Korn (1993–2005, 2013-Present)
Formation
Korn formed after the group L.A.P.D. broke up, due to singer Richard Morrill’s drug addiction. Musicians Reginald Arvizu, James Shaffer, and David Silveria wanted to continue, and hired Welch to play guitar in their new band named Creep. In early 1993, the band took notice of vocalist Jonathan Davis after seeing his band SexArt and attempted to recruit him. Davis initially did not want to join the band, but after consulting a psychic he changed his mind and auditioned. After Davis was hired, the group decided to rename themselves. “Jonathan had an immediate idea for a new name. He suggested that we call the band “Korn,” and we all liked it. It sounded kinda creepy because it reminded us of that horror movie Children of the Corn“.[6]
Starting with Korn’s self-titled debut album, and with subsequent albums Life Is Peachy, Follow The Leader, Issues, Untouchables, and Take A Look In The Mirror, the band gradually became one of the top-selling hard rock groups, earning $25 million in royalty payments and selling out arenas.[2] In 1995, Welch’s wife Rebekah gave birth to a daughter, but they decided to give her up for adoption. When she got pregnant again, they decided to keep the child. On July 6, 1998, Welch’s wife gave birth to their second daughter, Jennea Marie Welch. The band was scheduled to be on the UK version of Ozzfest, but dropped out so that Welch could be by his wife’s side. He and his wife have since divorced and Welch has custody of their daughter. The two reside in Arizona. Despite being divorced, Welch does keep in touch with his ex-wife.
By 2003, Welch had become addicted to drugs. He would prepare for tours by stashing as much methamphetamine as he could in vitamin capsules, deodorant containers, and his clothes.[2] According to Welch, the band members also suffered personal battles with addiction: “We were only sober for just a couple of hours a day in Korn. Every day. And then when you come home and you’ve got to deal with real life and your wife isn’t having that, crap goes down.”[2] Despite his dreams coming true, Welch did not enjoy the touring life with Korn.
“You travel, you get to another town, you play a show and you do it again. You try to just be at peace but even a big, huge band like Korn, playing in front of thousands of people, it can get lonely. You feel like you’re a trucker and you’re traveling with a bunch of truckers. You can’t connect with people except for the ones that you’re with because the ones you party with after the show, you don’t know them and then you’re gone. When everyone’s drunk, you’re like ‘Alright. Later.'”[7]
Departure from Korn
On February 22, 2005, Korn’s management announced that after almost 12 years, Welch had left Korn, citing that he had “…chosen the Lord Jesus Christ as his savior, and will be dedicating his musical pursuits to that end.”[8][9][10][11] In a 2009 radio interview with The Full Armor of God Broadcast,[12] Welch explained: “I was walking one day, just doing my Rock & Roll thing making millions of bucks, you know success and everything, addicted to drugs and then the next day I had Revelation of Christ and I was like, everything changes right now!” On March 10, 2005, Welch was baptized in the Jordan River with a group of believers from his church in Bakersfield, California.[13][14] He has declared that he has rid himself of all drugs in his “own personal rehab” with God, in which he had checked into a hotel room and sat in his bed for hours.
Welch and Davis had attacked each other in the media since the former’s departure. After Welch said that Davis and the rest of Korn cared only about money, Davis responded in kind, opening a rift between them that has since been resolved. In an interview in which Welch was asked about his book and Korn’s reaction to the book and the attacks in the media he made earlier at the band:
They heard that I’d written it, and there was rumors going around in Hollywood that I was totally trashing them and that it was a “tell all” book about everything they did and I did. And so they actually wrote two songs on their new album bashing me about the book. But once I heard that they were concerned about the book, I sent them a copy and put a note in there and said, “I love you guys. I didn’t trash you like people say. Read it yourselves. It is what it is.” And now they’re doing interviews, and I’ve read that they’re totally cool with the book, and it’s not what they thought it was going to be. So everyone’s happy. But, now they’ve got two songs hating on me on their record. But it’s cool. It’s all good. I love them, they love me. I think maybe I deserved those songs because of some of the stuff that I said after I quit the band. So it’s all good.[15]
In July 2005, Welch appeared on CNN’s feature-format program “People in the News”, where he admitted to having been addicted to alcohol, methamphetamine, Xanax, and sleeping pills[16] before being introduced to the Christian faith. Following his conversion to Christianity, Welch went to some of the more poverty-stricken areas of India to build orphanages, or “Head Homes”. In a podcast with Headbanger’s Blog, on May 30, 2008, Korn vocalist Jonathan Davis expressed interest in playing with Welch on the band’s upcoming album, but stated that it is not likely.[17] In late 2008, Welch, among other celebrities such as Josh Hamilton and Greg Ellis, appeared in testimonial videos called I Am Second in which he shares his story of recovering from drug use with the help of his faith in Jesus Christ.[18][19] In September 2009, Korn guitarist Munky, in an interview with Altitude TV, alleged that the band had denied a request by Welch to rejoin the outfit. In the interview, Munky claimed:
Brian actually contacted us recently and wanted to come back to the band. And it was not the right time… for us. We’re doing well, and it’s kind of like… It’s kind of like if you divorced your wife and she went on and she stayed successful and her career flourished, and you go back and [say], ‘My gosh, she’s still hot. Baby, can we get back together?’ ‘Wait a minute… All the stuff’s been divided, and it’s like…’ I don’t see it happening right now.[20]
Shortly after, Welch responded to the statement via his Myspace and official website, denying the claims:
I recently learned of an interview that Munky gave where he said that I came to Korn and asked to be taken back in the band. That’s definitely not a complete and accurate picture. The full truth is that for about a year… Korn’s managers have been requesting my manager to work on getting me back into Korn. The calls were initiated by Korn’s managers, not my manager. I shut the door on their requests many, many times over the last several months.
As far as Munky’s comment that “everything has been divided already” that is also not accurate. In fact, from January 2005 when I left, and for the next 4 years, Korn failed to pay to me royalties that were due me on records that I did with them. However, I don’t believe this was done intentionally. We are trying to be patient and work with their management to get the financial issues resolved so that “everything can be divided as we agreed long ago in our contracts.[21]
Brian said that it was not only having found Christ that influenced his decision to leave the band. As a single father he did not want to raise his daughter in an environment filled with drugs, sex, and explicit language.
On June 17, 2011, Brian Welch had a private interview, shot by Carson Bankord of Red Rocks Church in Golden, Colorado, in which he discussed his conversion experience.[22] In an interview with Loudwire in November 2011, Head confirmed that he and the other members of Korn are still on good terms.[23]
Reunion with Korn
On May 5, 2012 at the Carolina Rebellion in Rockingham, NC, Welch was there originally as a special guest for a performance by Red. Later that evening, Korn was performing on the main stage and Jonathan Davis brought out Welch as a special guest to close their act, marking the first time Welch had performed with Korn since his departure in 2005.[24]
Welch performed with the band at Rock on the Range in May 2013, as well as Rock Am Ring and Rock Im Park in June 2013 in Germany,[25] as well as Download Festival in England.[26] Welch rejoined Korn permanently on May 2, 2013 and recorded his first album with the band in ten years, The Paradigm Shift.[27]
Solo career (2005–present)
Save Me From Myself
As early as a week following his departure from Korn,[28] Welch claimed through press that a solo record was close to being completed, although there was no release date given, nor had he yet signed on with a label to distribute the record.[29]
A number of demos from these early sessions surfaced on peer-to-peer networks, among them “A Cheap Name”, a song directed at rapper 50 Cent. He also recorded several other songs, including “Dream” and “A Letter to Dimebag”, the latter being an instrumental tribute to “Dimebag” Darrell Abbott, guitarist for heavy metal bands Pantera and Damageplan. In his autobiography, Welch mentions the songs “Washed by Blood,” “Save Me from Myself,” and “Rebel”, which all have made the final track listing for the album.
In an interview with MTV News, Welch clarified a few things. Primarily, he was concerned that it was reported that his new songs wouldn’t be “Christian music”.[30]
During his stay in Israel with members of the Valley Bible Fellowship of Bakersfield, California, Welch continued to write songs for his solo effort, confident that the music would speak for itself. “I want to make music that will help people. I want to use every dime of the money I make off the songs to build skate parks for kids,” he said. “My life now is about helping kids.”[30] Originally, Welch contacted Fieldy of Korn to produce the album, but Fieldy made no response.[31]
On March 15, 2008, Welch announced he had founded a record company with Mark Nawara and Greg Shanabeger called Driven Music Group. The company’s artists are distributed by Warner Music Group and Rykodisc. Welch also announced that he had re-dubbed his album Save Me from Myself, after his autobiography of the same name. Following this, his official MySpace profile went online, and the domain name for his official website was moved from http://www.headtochrist.com to http://www.brianheadwelch.net. Welch also revealed that a tour was expected to follow the release of Save Me from Myself.
For the album, Welch contributed the majority of the instruments, but also hired other contributors, including rhythm guitarist Archie J. Muise Jr., bassist Tony Levin, and drummer Josh Freese, for assistance. The first single, Flush, was released on July 5, 2008, at Cornerstone Festival in Bushnell, Illinois, and a music video directed by Frankie Nasso followed on September 5.[32]
Originally, Welch planned for the project to follow the “Head” name, but was persuaded otherwise so as not to be sued by the tennis equipment manufacturer of the same name. Though the project has since been dubbed “Brian Head Welch”, the album art continues to carry the imprint of the project’s original title. The project’s true title does appear on the spines of the packaging.
Of the album, Welch said:
I knew it was going to be nothing near as big as Korn, but I was proud of it. It’s got some heavy riffs and it’s got a lot more emotion than I’ve ever put in music. I’m an emotional guy (and) it was cool to be able to put it in there. It was cool how people were surprised by it. A lot of people thought I was gonna come out with some ‘Kumbaya,’ Jesus music.[33]
For his live touring band, Welch held closed and open auditions to recruit members. Members posted videos online of them performing Welch’s solo songs and the list was narrowed down to a few who did a personal audition with Welch. Eventually, the lineup was finalised to include Brian Ruedy (Keyboards), Scott “SVH” Von Heldt (guitar & backing vocals), Ralph Patlan (guitar), Michael “Valentine” (bass), and Dan Johnson (drums).
Along with many other artists, including ex-Korn bandmates Fieldy & Munky, Welch contributed to “A Song for Chi“. The instrumental track is to benefit Deftones bassist Chi Cheng, who was in a coma but has now passed away. All the profits will benefit the “One Love For Chi” foundation. This was the first time Head was involved with any of his former bandmates since leaving the band.
In 2009, Head joined the 9th annual Independent Music Awards judging panel to assist independent musicians’ careers.[34][35][36]
On July 2, 2009, Welch headlined the mainstage of the Cornerstone Festival and on August 29, Welch headlined the Exit Concert in Las Vegas at the Thomas and Mack Arena with Blindside and Flyleaf. On July 3, 2010, he was featured on the Fringe stage of the Creation Festival.
Welch has often described his solo project as being received very differently from Korn. Despite his fame with Korn, he has compared his solo project to ‘starting over’: “It’s a struggle, because one show I’ll have a thousand people there, and the next show there’ll be a hundred. When the hundred is there, I’m like, ‘There’s one or two people who really need us to be here,’ and it should be focused on them and I shouldn’t care if there’s a big crowd or not, but I struggle with it. I was in Korn and we sold like 25 million albums, and I can’t even fill this little bar up? Of all those fans, 300–400 people can’t just show up here? It’s like starting over, totally.”[2]
Save Me From Myself peaked at No. 63 on the Billboard 200 while also peaking at 13 and 21 on the Hard Rock and Rock charts, respectively.[37]
The Whosoevers
In 2008, Sonny Sandoval of P.O.D., Ryan Ries, son of Pastor Raul Ries of Calvary Chapel Golden Springs, and Lacey Sturm formerly of Flyleaf created a ministry with Welch and freestyle motocross aerialist Ronnie Faisst. Taking the name “The Whosoevers” (from John 3:16), the ministry “seek[s] to impact those whose pain has previously driven them to addictive or self-destructive behaviors.”[38]
Unreleased songs
According to an interview with the Great Falls Tribune, Welch returned to the studio to begin work on a second album.[33] Concerning his career at the time, Welch said that
“I feel like I was created to do what I’m doing right now. Everything I learned in my life before I changed it all over, it set me up for what I’m doing now. That’s the satisfaction. That’s the peace in knowing, without a doubt, that you’re on the road you’re supposed to be on. There’s nothing more content than that.”[33]
In November 2009, Welch announced that his second effort would be produced by Grammy-nominee Rob Graves (Red, Pillar), and that the band was recording in Nashville, expecting to complete the record by February 2010.[39] Of recording with Graves, Welch stated that “the production on our new record is going awesome with Rob Graves. Our goal is to get the record completely mixed and mastered by the first part of February, and released immediately thereafter. My band is together, helping with the recording, and we will be ready for a full U.S. tour beginning early next year.”[39] Welch also signed an international representational deal with William Morris Endeavor Entertainment. On signing the deal with WMEE, Welch said that “I’m really excited about my deal with William Morris Endeavor, and I’m honored to be on the roster of one of the largest and most storied agencies in existence. I would like to publicly thank Ember Rigsby Tanksley and her entire team at WMEE for their belief in what I am trying to do. I feel like this is the final piece in the puzzle that we have been working on to take us to the next level.”[39]
In addition, Welch signed with Union Entertainment Group, Inc., for management in early 2010. This move placed Welch alongside artists such as Nickelback, Hinder, Red, and Candlebox.
According to Welch in April 2010, he has finished a demo of a record for the songs, but has yet to re-enter the studio to complete the recording process as he is on tour in the United States.[40][dead link] The band has been playing a number of unreleased songs live from the demo of the record including the following songs:
Runaway
Bury Me, Resurrected
Take This From Me
Torment
The CD was expected to be released sometime during April 2012, But it has yet to be released.[41]
On March 25, 2011, Welch started a North American tour with Decyfer Down, The Letter Black, and The Wedding.[42] Welch’s booking agent, William Morris Entertainment, confirmed that a European tour is currently being arranged.[citation needed]
Chemicals EP
Welch and his band went into the studio with Jasen Rauch in early/mid-2011 to start recording an EP. The lead single, “Paralyzed”, was released on October 4, 2011.[43][44] The “making of” video for “Paralyzed” was posted on Welch’s Facebook fan page, along with a streaming of the full “Paralyzed” track.[45] The music video for “Paralyzed” was released on Revolver‘s website on November 8, 2011. In February 2012, Welch announced that the EP would be released under the name “Love and Death”, the new moniker for his solo project.[46]
Split with record label
On March 22, 2011, Welch got into a legal battle with his own label, Driven Music Group, and former managers Greg Shanaberger and Mark Nawara. According to Welch, Shanaberger structured Head Touring, Welch’s touring company under Driven Music, to give himself and Nawara share of control and revenue. Shanaberger’s agreements required Welch to buy merchandise through Head Touring at an inflated price which was far above industry standards, “for which Shanaberger and Nawara reaped the benefits,” claims Welch. Welch also claims that Shanaberger attempted to hide “his fraudulent, unethical and illegal behavior”[47] by listing his then fiancee as a shareholder.[47] Welch claims that the agreements were “predatory, unconscionable, and constitutes self-dealing” and that they were written with the intention to “rob Welch of his master recordings, which were worth upwards of $600,000.”[47] Welch is seeking punitive damages, the appointment of a receiver, the dissolution of Driven Music Group, and costs.[47]
Love and Death
Love & Death’s first show opening for Korn on the reunion tour 2013
In February 2012, Welch announced that he was re-branding his music under the name Love and Death, effectively forming a band under that name. In an official statement, Welch elaborated on the name and the change:
The name “Love and Death” symbolizes everything we’ve been through as a band over the last few years. We love this band so much and we’ll go through hell to connect with our fans. Many people have confused my speaking dates and our band dates because they were both being booked as Brian Head Welch. I have wanted to use a band name for branding my music for a few years. Now with the new music coming out, its [sic] time to really separate the things I do. I want the music to be about music. I will still be doing public speaking under Brian Head Welch. I am happy that all the confusion will be over.[48]
The band’s debut single, “Chemicals“, was released in March, while an EP of the same name was released on April 24, 2012.[48]
A full-length album, Between Here & Lost, was released on January 22, 2013.[49]
Despite rejoining Korn permanently in 2013, Welch has elaborated that Love and Death will remain an active project.[citation needed]
Musical equipment
Welch’s first guitar was a Peavey Mystic, which he later sold along with a practice amp to future bandmate James “Munky” Shaffer. Throughout his career with Korn, Welch almost exclusively played Ibanez guitars, most of which were assembled at the Ibanez LA Custom Shop.
During his later days with Korn, Welch and Munky played their own signature guitar, the Ibanez K7.[50][51] Since leaving Korn, Welch mostly uses custom-built baritone guitars from Ibanez, making use of the RG and, at the time, newly introduced RGD shape.[52] After rejoining Korn in 2013, Welch received several custom-made Ibanez seven-string RGDs.
Welch’s pedalboard has grown considerably from his early days with Korn. He considers experimenting and trying out new pedals to be one of his favorite things to do when working in a studio.[53]
Guitars
Ibanez Custom Shop RGD 7 strings (main guitars for 2013 reunion with Korn)
Ibanez Custom Shop RGD baritones (solo/Love and Death)
Ibanez K7
Ibanez Custom Shop RG 7 strings
Ibanez Universe
Ibanez Double Neck7/14
Ibanez Iceman
Gibson Les Paul
G&L Electric Guitar
Ibanez Apex
Effects
BOSS PH-2 Super Phaser
BOSS CE-5 Chorus Ensemble
BOSS RV-3 Digital Reverb/Delay
BOSS DC Digital Chorus
BOSS DR Digital Reverb
BOSS PS-3 Digital Pitch Shifter/Delay
BOSS Flanger
BOSS Stereo Chorus
Electro-Harmonix Big Muff
Electro-Harmonix Small Stone
Electro-Harmonix Uni-Fuzz
DigiTech Whammy
DOD FX56 American Metal
Dunlop UV-1 Uni-Vibe
Ibanez Tube Screamer
Mu-Tron Bi Phaser
Pro Co RAT
Rocktron Tremolo
Amplifiers
Mesa Boogie Triple Rectifier
Mesa Boogie Road King
Mesa Boogie Roadster
Orange Amplifier
Marshall JCM 900
Bogner Amplifier
Hughes & Kettner Tri-Amp
Discography
Korn
For a more comprehensive list, see Korn discography.
Korn (1994)
Life Is Peachy (1996)
Follow the Leader (1998)
Issues (1999)
Untouchables (2002)
Take a Look in the Mirror (2003)
The Paradigm Shift (2013)
Brian Head Welch
Save Me from Myself (September 9, 2008)
Paralyzed (Single) (October 4, 2011)
Love and Death
Chemicals (EP) (April 24, 2012)
Between Here & Lost (January 22, 2013)
Music videos
Blind (Korn) w/Korn – 1995