So last night and tonight I’ve been binging Total Divas. It’s a guilty pleasure. I can still enjoy wrestling without having to watch all the shows and the PPVs. After all, I still follow all my faves on social media. (Although my true forever #1 faves, CM Punk and AJ Lee are retired.)
But watching such a reality show is weird. Because I don’t think or get exposed to the sorta regular life things as much as I would think is normal (obviously reality tv, especially of rich af celebs, is not normal… I mean the parts that are, like having girl friends and doing things for fun). So it’s bringing up thoughts and feelings I don’t have on a regular basis.
Like seeing all these truly happy couples is making me kinda lonely haha. Thankfully not sad. But like… A little bummed. I’m not in a relationship (of my own intentional doing) and I don’t feel that connected to real life friends. It’s a bummer.
Hmm. Well. I’m watching the latest episode that aired last night so tomorrow I’ll be back to QM work.