A very remarkable 2001 text by Joan Hawkins (part of which appears at the end of the Kindle edition of "I love Dick"). Among her books: "Cutting Edge: Art-Horror and the Horrific Avant-garde", University of Minnesota Press, 2000; and "Downtown Film and TV Culture: 1975-2001" (editor), Intellect, University of Chicago Press, 2015.
Let me signal a great example of theoretical fiction she cites, Steven Shaviro's "Doom Patrols", 1995-1997- available on his site (http://shaviro.com/Doom/index.html); and let me add my beloved S.R.Delany's "Trouble on Triton. An ambiguous heterotopia", Wesleyan U.P. 1996 (1976), with Kathy Acker's Foreword in that re-edition, which is reproduced here at the end of the page.
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Chris Kraus Aliens and Anorexia Semiotext(e) Native Agents Series 236 pp.(published 2000) -
Chris Kraus I Love Dick Semiotext(e) Native Agents Series 275 pp. (published Oct. 1997)-
Chris Kraus and Sarah Gavlak (editors) Chance: A Philosophical Rave in the Desert Smart Art Press 45 pp. (published April 1997).
Critics don't seem to like Chris Kraus much. At least they often don't like her "novels." I say "novels" (in quotes) because, unlike other reviewers, I'm not entirely sure Kraus's works belong in the generic category of "novel." Rather, as Sylvere Lotringer has noted, Kraus's prose works constitute "some new kind of literary form," a new genre, "something in between cultural criticism and fiction" (Dick, 271, 27). Kraus herself has called an early manifestation of this genre-bending "Lonely Girl Phenomenology" (Dick, 135). I prefer to call it theoretical fiction. By "theoretical fiction" I don't mean books which are merely informed by theory or which seem to lend themselves to a certain kind of theoretical read-- Sartre's Nausea, for example, or the nouveaux romans of Robbe- Grillet. Rather, I mean the kind of books in which theory becomes an intrinsic part of the "plot," a mover and shaker in the fictional universe created by the author. Books like Steven Shaviro's Doom Patrols, in which various poststructural theories function as characters, and Kraus's "novels," where debates over Baudrillard and Deleuze and meditations on the Kierkegaardian Third Remove form an intrinsic part of the narrative, where theory and criticism themselves are occasionally "fictionalized." Given Kraus's background, the active presence of theory in her art makes sense. Kraus and her husband, Sylvere Lotringer, are the editors at Semiotext(e), the small press that's largely responsible for introducing Anglo-American readers to the work of Baudrillard, Virilio, Guattari, and Deleuze. But the house also publishes literature--raw experimental poetry and prose by writers like Kathy Acker, Lynne Tillman, Cookie Mueller, and David Rattray. These are autobiographical works--or as Michelle Tea prefers to call them "first person fiction"--written by "people who take their lives and twist it into art" (Stark 2000). Works that consciously blur the line between art and life, between fiction and theory. Although theory plays such a key role in Kraus's books, theoretical discussion is often erased from or severely truncated in reviews of Kraus's work. I Love Dick, her first book, is generally described as the story of Kraus's unrequited love for cultural critic Dick Hebdige. Aliens and Anorexia is represented as both the account of the failed reception of Kraus's film Gravity and Grace and a kind of intellectual group biography. "Kraus tries to get over herself and her cinematic mishap by interweaving the account of her flop with the life stories of other earnest visionaries who died with puny places in the canon," one reviewer writes (Lieberman 2000). Actually, Aliens and Anorexia is as much about love and sex as I Love Dick is. The eroto-infatuation arc it describes involves someone Kraus "met" on the L.A. Telepersonals Chatline the night she went on live as "Karen, a submissive woman who wants to play with a dominant guy who knows what he's doing and why he's doing it" (Aliens, 92). While Chris's fictionalized relationship with "Gavin Brice" is far more erotic than her relationship with "Dick," it involves frank fantasies of S&M, and its role, like theory's, is attenuated in reviews. "Who gets to speak and why..." Kraus writes, "is the only question" (Dick, 196). I would modify that as follows: who gets to speak, who gets to speak about what, and why are the only questions. Certainly they're the questions which even favorable critiques of Kraus's work have led me to ask. Why are Kraus's "novels" mainly inscribed within a genre she has termed "the Dumb Cunt's tale" (Dick, 9)? Why do even art reviewers tend to edit, censor, filter out certain key aspects of her work? I can't answer these questions in the course of this review article. What I can do is try to redress the balance a little, and talk about the aspects of Kraus's art which I believe have been overlooked.
I Love Dick----------- Let's start with "the Dumb Cunt's tale." I Love Dick is divided into two parts, Part One: Scenes from a Marriage and Part Two: Every Letter is a Love Letter. Scenes from a Marriage lays out the parameters of the love story--the unifying emotional and narrative device of the book. It reads, Giovanni Intra writes, "like Madame Bovary as if Emma had written it." Certainly, Madame Bovary is the literary analogue that Chris and her husband Sylvere use. In one memorable segment, Sylvere writes to "Dick" about his wife, "Emma," and signs himself "Charles." "Dear Dick, This is Charles Bovary" (Dick, 104-107). Chris joins in the conceit when she tells the reader, in an expositional aside, that "sex with Charles did not replace Dick for Emma" (Dick, 107). But Madame Bovary isn't the only literary reference. "I'm thrown into this weird position," Chris tells Dick in her first letter to him. "Reactive--like Charlotte Stant to Sylvere's Maggie Verver, if we were living in the Henry James novel--The Golden Bowl" (Dick, 9). And when he's not thinking of Flaubert, Sylvere refers to Chris's infatuation with Dick as the 90s equivalent of a Marivaux comedy. But since much of the plot is driven by letters, written by a couple who are attempting to seduce a third party into some kind of love-art projet, the book also bears a slight resemblance to Liaisons Dangereuses. Like LD, ,I Love Dick is selfreflexive as hell, as Sylvere and Chris continually critique and comment upon each other's prose, arguments, and plot-lines. Like LD, I Love Dick establishes a fictional territory where adolescent obsession and middle-aged perversity overlap and intersect, a territory where the relationship between "always for the first time" and a sort of jaded "here we go again" can be explored (in one letter Chris even refers to herself and Sylvere as "libertines," a term that invokes both Laclos and Sade). And, as in LD where the relationship between Valmont and the Marquise de Merteuil is the one that really counts, the most compelling and enduring relationship in I Love Dick is between the two people who initially seem to have grown a little too used to one another. As one perceptive critic observes, the reader-voyeur ultimately cares less about whether Chris sleeps with Dick than whether she stays with Sylvere (D'Adesky 1998). The literary references are fun. "Sylvere and Chris were among the five most well-read people they each knew," Chris confides to us at one point (Dick, 15), and for anyone who likes to read literature, I Love Dick is a good read. But the literary references should also cue us to the textual savvy of the people who populate the piece. These are people who dig each other's references (Dick, 15), who analyze and critique each other's prose, who are very aware that the literary form itself "dictate[s] that Chris end up in Dick's arms" (Dick, 55). So it's strange that critics have tended to treat I Love Dick as more of a memoir than fiction, as an old-fashioned text which we could read as though the past twenty years of literary theory about the signifying practices of language had never happened. "There's no way of communicating with you in writing," Sylvere writes to Dick at one point, " because texts, as we all know, feed upon themselves, become a game" (Dick, 61). And it's this self-cannibalizing, self-reproducing, viral and ludic quality of language and text that critics seem to have largely ignored in writing about the book. I Love Dick opens with the account of an evening Chris Kraus, "a 39 year old experimental filmmaker," and her husband Sylvere Lotringer, "a 56 year old college professor from New York," spend with "Dick...an English cultural critic who's relocated from Melbourne to Los Angeles" (Dick, 1). Dick is "a friendly acquaintance of Sylvere's," and is interested in inviting Sylvere to give a lecture and a couple of seminars at his school (Dick, 1). Over dinner, Kraus writes, " the two men discuss recent trends in postmodern critical theory and Chris, who is no intellectual, notices Dick making continual eye contact with her" (Dick, 1). The radio predicts snow on the San Bernadino Highway and Dick generously invites the couple to spend the night at his house. "Back at Dick's, the night unfolds like the boozy Christmas Eve in Eric Rohmer's film My Night at Maud's," Kraus notes (Dick, 2). Dick inadvertently plays an embarrassing phone machine message left for him by a young woman, with whom "things didn't work out" (Dick, 4). Sylvere and Chris "come out' as a monogamous heteromarried couple. Dick shows them a videotape of himself dressed as Johnny Cash, and Chris notices Dick is flirting with her. Chris and Sylvere spend the night on Dick's sofabed. When they wake up the next morning, Dick is gone. Over breakfast at the Antelope IHOP, Chris informs Sylvere that the flirtatious behavior she shared with Dick the previous night amounts to a "Conceptual Fuck" (Dick, 3). Because Sylvere and Chris are no longer having sex, Kraus tells us, "the two maintain their intimacy via deconstruction: i.e. they tell each other everything." (Dick, 3). What Chris tells Sylvere the morning after is that Dick's disappearance invests the flirtation--the Conceptual Fuck--"with a subcultural subtext she and Dick both share: she's reminded of all the fuzzy one-time fucks she's had with men who're out the door before her eyes are open" (Dick, 3). "What do you do with a Kerouac?" she asks, quoting a poem by Barbara Barg. "But go back and back to the sack with Jack/ How do you know when Jack has come?/ You look on your pillow and Jack is gone" (Dick, 4). Sylvere, "a European intellectual, who teaches Proust, is skilled in the analysis of love's minutiae" (Dick, , 7). He buys Chris's interpretation of the evening, and for the next four days the two do little else but talk about Dick. The couple starts collaborating on billets doux to Dick. At first they just share the letters with each other, but as the pile grows to 50 then 80 then 180 pages, they begin discussing some kind of Sophie Calle-like art piece, in which they would present the manuscript to Dick. Perhaps hang the letters on the cactus and shrubs in front of his house and videotape his reaction. Perhaps Sylvere should read from the letters during his Critical Studies Seminar when he visits Dick's school in March. "It seems to be a step towards the kind of confrontational performing art that you're encouraging," he writes in one of his darker notes to Dick (Dick, 27). When Chris finally does give the letters to Dick, "things get pretty weird" (Dick, 163). But by that time, the letters have become an art form in and of themselves, a means to something that has almost nothing to do with Dick. "Think of language as a signifying chain," Chris writes, referencing Lacan (Dick, 242). And here you can literally see the signifying chain at work, as Chris's letters to Dick open up to include essays on Kitaj, schizophrenia, Hannah Wilke, the Adirondacks, Eleanor Antin, and Guatemalan politics. "Dear Dick," she writes at one point, "I guess in a sense I've killed you. You've become Dear Diary..." (Dick, 81). If Chris has metaphorically "killed" Dick by turning him into "Dear Diary," Dick--when he finally writes back-- erases Chris. Despite the fact that he appears to have had sex with her at least twice and has shared several lengthy conversations ("long distance bills fill the gaps left in my diaries," she writes at one point, Dick, 239), he continually maintains that he doesn't know her and that her obsession with him is based solely on "two genial but not particularly intimate or remarkable meetings spread out over a period of years" (Dick, 273). At the close of the book, as almost every reviewer notes, Dick finally responds by writing directly to Sylvere but not Chris. "In the letter," Anne-Christine d'Adesky writes, "he misspells her name as Kris, and seems mostly concerned with salvaging his damaged relationship with Sylvere. He expresses regret, discomfort, and anger at being the objet d'amour in their private game and clearly hopes they won't publish the correspondence as is. 'I do not share your conviction that my right to privacy has to be sacrificed for the sake of that talent,' he tells Lotringer. To Chris, he is more curt, sending only a Xeroxed copy of the letter he wrote to her husband. It's a breathtaking act of humiliation, an unambiguous Fuck You" (d'Adesky, 1998). But it's also the appropriate literary conclusion to an adventure that was to some degree initiated by Sylvere. The first love letter in the book was written not by Chris but by her husband. And one of the things the "novel" unveils is the degree to which women in the classic Girardian triangle function as a conduit for a homosocial relationship between men (see Sedgwick, 1985). "Every letter is a love letter," Lotringer writes at one point, and certainly his first letter to Dick reveals a desire for intimacy that exceeds the usual hetero-friendly-professional correspondence. "It must be the desert wind that went to our heads that night," he writes, "or maybe the desire to fictionalize life...We've met a few times and I've felt a lot of sympathy towards you and a desire to be closer...So let's go back to the evening at your house: the glorious ride in your Thunderbird from Pasadena to the End of the World, I mean the Antelope Valley. It's a meeting we postponed almost a year. And truer than I imagined...I had a feeling that somehow I knew you and we could just be what we are together. But now I'm sounding like the bimbo whose voice we heard, unwittingly, that night on your answerphone..." (Dick, 8-9). The homosocial tone of the letter, as well as Sylvere's fear that he sounds like a love-struck girl sets up "the game" as one of competition and intimacy between men. No wonder Chris-- whose crush on Dick supposedly initiates the adventure--feels "reactive...the Dumb Cunt, a factory of emotions evoked by all the men" (Dick, 9). When Dick finally writes, he reinforces Chris's peripheral position. Ignoring everything that has passed between Dick and Chris, he responds to Sylvere's initial letter to him, in language which illustrates--as d'Adesky notes-- that he's "mostly concerned with salvaging his damaged relationship with Sylvere." On the simplest level, then, I Love Dick is a more complicated piece of work than the reviews would indicate. Through the use of letters, taped phone conversations, and written exchanges between Chris and her husband, it deconstructs the classic heterosexual love triangle and lays bare the degree to which--even in the most enlightened circles-- women continue to function as an object of exchange. By saying this, however, I don't mean that it's simply another illustration of Eve Sedgwick's arguments in Between Men. Sylvere and Chris are too theoretically savvy to unproblematically present text/language as a transparency through which the real might be read. It's never clear if the style of Sylvere's letter is dictated by his feelings for Dick or by his awareness that the "form dictates" certain expressions of sentiment (Dick, 55). What is clear is that "the real" is not exactly what interests Chris. "The game is real," she tells Dick in her first letter, "or even better than, reality, and better than is what it's all about" (Dick, 11). Sylvere thinks Chris's evocation of the hyper-real here is "too literary, too Baudrillardian." But Chris insists. "Better than," she writes, "means stepping out into complete intensity" (Dick, 11). And it's that intensity which Chris craves. "Lived experience," Felix Guattari writes in Chaosophy, "does not mean sensible qualities. It means intensification" (Dick, 241). And while Kraus doesn't quote Guattari until late in the text, his presence is already felt here-- in the first letter. In fact, what's interesting is Chris's idea that you can somehow use Baudrillard's notion of the hyper-real, the simulacrum, to get to Deleuze and Guattari's notion of intensification. And that perhaps is the theoretical drive behind the entire project, as the letters and the simulacrum of a passion which receives little encouragement emerge as the truest and best way outside the virtual gridlock and into Deleuzian rematerialization of experience. Given that Sylvere and Chris's stated goals--"the desire to fictionalize life" and the desire to play a game that's "better than reality"--are to surpass the real and, as Jim Morrisson says, "break on through to the other side," it's curious that the aspect of I Love Dick that is most frequently discussed in reviews is its connection to the banal, its status as a roman a clef. New York magazine revealed that the "Dick" of the book is Dick Hebdige, and rumor had it that Hebdige tried to block publication of I Love Dick, that he was threatening to sue Kraus for invasion of privacy. Later, he changed his mind when she promised not to use his surname in the text. As a result of this publicity entirely too much attention has been focused on Dick, who--as d'Adesky notes--remains "a mystery man" in the text itself (d'Adesky, 1998). The fact that he doesn't return messages, Chris points out, turns his answerphone, and to some extent the man himself, "into a blank screen onto which we can project our fantasies" (Dick, 12). Elsewhere she has called Dick "every Dick...Uber Dick...a transitional object" (Intra, 1997). Certainly he is Virtual Dick. It's difficult to know whether certain things that Kraus describes in the book ever really happened. And Dick's works, which at times are named and quoted in the book, are fictionalized (that is, real works are given fictitious titles and
some of the quotes attributed to Hebdige appear to have been written by other people) . This may have been done to further blur the real Dick's identity and so avoid a lawsuit. The net effect, though, is curious, since the camouflage of Dick's work continually refers back to Kraus and Lotringer themselves. In a postscript to one of Sylvere's letters, Chris asks Dick to send a copy of his 1988 book, Ministry of Fear (Dick, 27; the "real" book is Hebdige's Hiding in the Light). The title comes from Orwell, she says later (Dick, 133) but it also refers to a 1943 novel by Graham Greene (the first "book" of which happens to be called "The Unhappy Man"). It may be something of a hyper-textual stretch, but the links between Graham Greene, the author of spy novels, and the titles of the Semiotext(e) series which Lotringer and Kraus edit-- Foreign Agents, Native Agents--read like an inside joke to me. Less oblique is the reference Kraus makes to "Dick's" Aliens and Anorexia. "And then in Aliens and Anorexia you wrote about your own physical experience, being slightly anorexic," she writes. Then she quotes from "Dick's" work: "If I'm not touched it becomes impossible to eat. Intersubjectivity occurs at the moment of orgasm: when things break down. If I'm not touched my skin feels like the flip side of a magnet. It's only after sex sometimes that I can eat a little." (Dick, 134). Later she quotes again from "Dick's book." "Anorexia is an active stance. The creation of an involuted body. How to abstract oneself from food fluxes and the mechanical sign of the meal? Synchronicity shudders faster than the speed of light around the world. Distant memories of food: strawberry shortcake, mashed potatoes..."(Dick, 134). "This's one of the most incredible things I've read in years," she says (Dick, 135). Dick Hebdige hasn't written a book called Aliens and Anorexia, but Chris Kraus has. And I don't know if Hebdige is slightly anorexic, but Kraus has written that she is. In Aliens , she quotes from her L.A. Diary: "If I'm not touched it becomes impossible to eat, It's only after sex sometimes, that I can eat a little. When I'm not touched, my skin feels like the flip side of a magnet" (Aliens, 147-148). And later, "anorexia is not evasion of a socialgender role; it's not regression. It is an active stance: the rejection of the cynicism that this culture hands us through its food, the creation of an involuted body...Synchronicity shudders faster than the speed of light around the world. Strawberry shortcake, mashed potatoes" (Aliens, 163). The observations about food fluxes and the "mechanical sign of the meal" are a paraphrase of Deleuze--whom she quotes in Aliens (163). The stuff about intersubjectivity appears to have been written specifically for Dick. "Intersubjectivity occurs at the moment of orgasm," Kraus writes, "when things break down." But intersubjectivity in the text occurs in and through intertextuality, when distinctions between original and citation become blurred. The lines in Aliens and Anorexia are printed without quotes, and they aren't attributed to "Dick." Given the context, it's hard to say who is quoting from whom, who is incorporating whose work, who is feeding on whom. My guess is that Kraus attributes her own language to "Dick" in I Love Dick--and in that way acknowledges what she explicitly states elsewhere in the text. It is through her love for Dick that she begins to write, through her passion for him that she finds her own voice. And in that sense he can be seen as an "author" of her work. But this doubling up of language and self-referentiality is also an elaborate part of the "game"--a reminder that even (or perhaps "especially") critical texts are unstable, are signifying chains which feed off themselves. Even critical texts can be/should be seen as "fiction." It seems as though reading the "real" Dick Hebdige's work enables Kraus to find a way of talking about art, a way that makes sense to her. "You write about art so well," she tells him in I Love Dick (131). But she does, too. "I'd chosen film and theater," she writes at one point, "two artforms built entirely on collisions, that only reach their meanings through collisions" (Dick, 137). And that reliance on montage serves her well in her writings on art. Interesting juxtapositions and allusions combine with a tremendous eye for detail and for the political to make us think differently about specific pieces and about art as a whole. Rock 'n roll lyrics cut in, inviting connections that function like hyperlinks themselves. In this way, Kraus's writing on art bears some resemblance to Hebdige's (Hebdige's long quote from Bo Diddley's "Who do you love?" in his essay on Jean-Michel Basquiat, for example); but the voice is definitely her own. The essay-letters in the second half of the book (Every Letter is a Love Letter) are linked to Kraus's obsession with Dick (her drive to his house the first time she plans to have sex with him is intercut with her memories of/meditations on Jennifer Harbury's hunger strike on behalf of her Guatemalan husband, for example). But the essays also take on a life of their own, independent of Dick. And they are essays, not just "riffs," as d'Adesky calls them. The piece titled "Kike Art"(Dick, 190-210) is easily the best thing on Kitaj I've ever read, and her meditations on Hannah Wilke and Eleanor Antin are wonderful pieces of art criticism/history. I particularly like the way that she invites us, throughout these essays, to consider who gets "accepted" into the art world pantheon and who doesn't and why. The way she asks us again and again to go back to those moments we consider "avant-garde," and read them through a slightly different lens. And I like the way she invokes theory--seems comfortable in a kind of theoretical skin--without necessarily using theoretical language. Kraus tends to perform theory and, through the performance, she demonstrates how much it matters. "Every question, once it's formulated," she writes, "contains its own internal truth. We have to stop diverting ourselves with false questions" (Dick, 225). It seems to me that that quote might be used to summarize the critical project of theory in the past decade. It certainly could be used to summarize the critical projects of the other writers who haunt this book--including Dick Hebdige. Subject Position/s. One of the questions which Kraus struggles with throughout I Love Dick is how to reconcile the writing process with the idea of a fragmented subject. "For years I tried to write," she tells Dick in the middle of a long piece on schizophrenia, "but the compromises of my life made it impossible to inhabit a position. And 'who' 'am' 'I'? Embracing you & failure's changed all that cause now I know I'm no one. And there's a lot to say..." (Dick, 228). The book begins with a third person narrative in which Chris refers to herself as "Chris." And throughout the Scenes from a Marriage segment of the book, she periodically reverts to that third person narrative stance. It's only in the second half of the book that she settles into the first person pronoun. "The difference between now and fifteen years ago," she writes, "is I don't think I was able, ever, to write any of those notebooks then in the 1st Person. I had to find these ciphers for myself because whenever I tried writing in the 1st Person it sounded like some other person, or else the tritest most neurotic parts of myself that I wanted so badly to get beyond. Now I can't stop writing in the 1st Person, it feels like it's the last chance I'll ever have to figure some of this stuff out" (Dick, 136). And then, later, "in order to write 1st Person narrative there needs to be a fixed self or persona and by refusing to believe in this I was merging with the fragmented reality of the time. But now I think okay, that's right, there's no fixed point of self but it exists & by writing you can somehow chart that movement. That maybe 1st Person writing's just as fragmentary as more a-personal collage, it's just more serious: bringing change & fragmentation closer, bringing it down to where you really are" (Dick, 137). Kraus's struggle to find a subject position out of which to write is graphically represented on the cover and title page of the book. "I LOVE *DICK*," the cover proclaims. By the frontispiece, however--the page just before the section entitled Scenes from a Marriage --the "I" has displaced "Dick" as the dominant term. "*I* LOVE DICK." "I kept asking myself why I kept reading," one graduate student confided after a seminar discussion of I Love Dick. "That's why." Opening the book, he pointed to the outsized "I." Women students told me that they were rationing pages toward the end of the book, prolonging the reading experience and trying to defer the end. Like the male student quoted above, they didn't care about Dick, but they cared a lot about Kraus's process of inserting herself into the narrative, her process of finding a voice.
Aliens and Anorexia ------------------- If I Love Dick is mainly about building/finding subjectivity-- discovering a subject position from which to write in the 1st person-- Aliens and Anorexia is very much about tearing subjectivity down. "If the 'I' is the only thing we truly
own, we must destroy it," Kraus writes, quoting Simone Weil. "Use the 'I' to break down the 'I' " (Aliens, 27). So it makes sense that the romantic trope that Kraus uses in this book is not the adolescent infatuation she deconstructs and ironizes in I Love Dick, but an adult S&M relationship that begins when Kraus calls the L.A. Telepersonals Chatline, looking for phone sex. "Makes sense" because one of the effects of S&M violence is to suspend the "crippling effects of rationality" which is associated with the "I," the ego (see Lotringer 1988,16). "That he had the power to wrench those sounds from her--that she had granted him that power--astonished him, made him reverent and tender. She was disintegrating for him," one author writes on the subject (Trachtenberg 2000, 103). And disintegration, the breaking down of boundaries, is what's at stake here. As in Dick, the romance in Aliens unfolds across, through, and within texts. "Gavin Brice" is in Africa; Chris is in L.A. The rules of their relationship are that she sends him sexual narratives via e-mail. If he likes them, he phones and "finishes the tale." Here, as in Dick, the relationship between language and desire is made explicit, as language both creates and satisfies sexual need. But language and narrative here don't just serve as masturbatory aids. Rather, as Kraus suggests, there is some fundamental connection between the erotic and language, between pornography and "literature." Or perhaps it's just that porn is narrative in its purest form. At any rate, it occurs to Chris that by sending e-mails and receiving phone calls "it might be possible to learn something about narrative" (Aliens, 94). And about style. "The spaces in between the nexus-points of Fuck can be pure play," she writes (Aliens, 94-95). In her e-mail messages to Gavin, the "spaces in between" are spaces of intellectual play, spaces where literature, philosophy, theory and art are directly addressed and brought to bear on the matter at hand. She begins reading Joseph Conrad because Gavin likes his work, and breaks her own theoretical meditations down into the kind of language that Gavin prefers to read. But while these "spaces in between" seem to offer the possibility to move beyond fantasy toward a kind of re-materialization (once again, I'm reminded of the Deleuzian ideas Kraus evokes in Dick ), to move from virtual sex to "real" sex, words " all fail the magic prize" (Violent Femmes, Add it Up ). When Chris suggests breaking out of the confines imposed by a textual relationship and asks to meet Gavin at some neutral place, he begins pulling away. He doesn't call, doesn't even e-mail. The next time she phones the chatline and leaves her signature come-on, Gavin leaves a message in her box. But he doesn't recognize her "line;" he doesn't even recognize her voice. He thinks he's contacting a stranger. Once again, Chris is humiliated in front of the reader, erased, removed from the story. One reason that narrative is so important to Chris in this book is that her movie Gravity and Grace doesn't seem to have one. "Gravity and Grace was an experimental 16 mm film about hope, despair, religious feeling and conviction," Kraus writes. "Driven harder by philosophy than plot or character," it was "just...unappealing" (Aliens, 3, 4). Based on Simone Weil's Gravity and Grace, the film is about the breaking down of barriers, the rupture of a certain kind of ego, the search for God transposed onto encounters with extraterrestrials. In the six months following its completion, the film was rejected by every major film festival "from Sundance to Australia to Turin" (Aliens, 4). In January, 1996, Kraus took it to the European Film Market in Berlin, as part of the American Independents group. When it failed to find a distributor there, she began to write a book about its failure. That's when she "met" Gavin Brice, a successful filmmaker/producer. And the relationship between the S&M narratives she shares with him, narrative in general, and art form a crucial nexus in the text. Like Dick, however, Aliens is always more complex than it seems. It's not just narrative--the gift for spinning words into appealing stories--that's the issue here. Like Dick, Aliens is informed by questions of voice. But while Dick explores voice as textuality and subjectivity (how do you find your "voice" as an author; in which "person" do you write), Aliens is much more concerned with what Barthes calls the "grain" of the voice, its texture, as it is mediated by technology (Barthes 1985). "Was it possible to mourn the absence of a voice?" Chris asks. "A voice that wasn't even whole, but digitally dismantled, reconstructed" (Aliens, 170). The answer of course is yes. And just in case we have our doubts, Chris finds a literary analogue to help us make the leap. "She phones him at the same time as he, in space and time," she writes, quoting Marguerite Duras' Le Navire Night. "They are speaking. Speaking...They never stop describing. And at the moment she speaks, she sees herself. He tells her, put the phone down you (sic) your heart...He says his entire body's following the rhythm of her voice. She says she knows. That she can see because she's listening" (quoted in Aliens 170). The idea of being able to see because one is listening is a loaded one in Aliens. While Chris initially suggests that Gravity and Grace failed because it lacks a well-told "story," she also worries that the film failed because of some essential lack of vision on her part. "The idea of 'movie' was a mesh of words and voices and emotions which I'd just assumed that Dennis [the Director of Photography] would know how to translate," she writes. "I'd never thought of movies visually before; I could hardly tell the difference between a two-shot and a closeup" (Aliens, 103). As if to underscore this, she quotes Sylvere. " 'Why,' Sylvere asks me to this day, 'would anyone with so little visual imagination as you ever want to be a filmmaker?' " (Aliens, 106). For Rhonda Lieberman, who reviewed Aliens for The Village Voice, this passage--and Chris's lack of visual sense-- provides a clear rationale for Chris's failure as a filmmaker. "Given Kraus's description of her filmmaking approach," Lieberman writes, " it's no big surprise that G&G [Gravity and Grace] tanks" (Lieberman 2000, 1). For Kraus, however, the issue's not so clear. What she's pursuing is the idea of "movie," not just making a film. And so everything about the medium as we know it is up for grabs. "Can movies start with images?" she asks (Aliens, 19). And for Kraus this is not a rhetorical question. The artistic problematique posed by the text, then, is the degree to which narrative and formal convention can and should dictate "art." "I showed the movie to John Hanhardt, who was then the film and video curator at the Whitney," Kraus writes. "He invited me to his office to explain why I'd never be an artist. John said although he found my work 'intelligent' and 'courageous,' it lacked beauty, criticality and narrative resolution...And it confused me, wondering why intelligence and courage were considered negative attributes in female filmmaking" (Aliens, 162-163). Or why perhaps "beauty, criticality, and narrative resolution" should trump "intelligence and courage" in the art-film game (where the jackpot has never been particularly large). When Lieberman caustically comments that "Kraus tries to get over herself and her cinematic mishap by interweaving the account of her flop with the life stories of other earnest visionaries who died with puny places in the canon," she ignores the fact that all the artists and "visionaries" described in the book are people who struggled mightily with the issue of "beauty" and its essential link to art. The project (or unwitting result) of the book is not, as Lieberman asserts, to suck us "into an intellectual time warp, one that revives an embarrassing '80s moment that fetishized 'transgressive martyrs' and glorified hysteria as a site of resistance to patriarchy" (Lieberman 2000, 1). Rather the book asks us to go back and revisit one of the dominant tenets of all the avant-garde, anti-Art movements of the 20th century: namely that art and beauty aren't necessarily synonymous terms and that in the technologized sphere of the 20th century there may even be something a little politically suspect about mandating an aesthetically pleasing art. An art in which "beauty, criticality, and narrative resolution" trumps "intelligence and courage." As though to emphasize the importance of this intellectual project, Kraus frames her frame story with descriptions of the millennial countdown: Countdown on the milennium (sic) clock at 34th Street and 7th Avenue in Manhattan, a grid of twitching light-dots advancing into numbers, ringed by brightly-colored logos its sponsors burned into the plastichrome--TCBY Yogurt, Roy Rogers, Staples, and Kentucky Fried Chicken-- neo-medieval message from our sponsors, instructing us that time is fluid but Capital is here to stay-- 468 days, 11 hours, 43 minutes, 16 seconds to go (Aliens, n.p. before p. 1) Given the context, the clock invokes a mood less of anticipation than of panic. There's the sense that time is running out. And that sense is reflected in other sections of the book, as well, as Kraus tells us that Sylvere Lotringer wants to get his mother's World War II story before she dies, and as loved ones do die before Kraus has a chance to say goodbye. All of these encounters are mediated by technology--the clock keeps track of the days-- time running out; bad news comes via e-mail, phone, and fax--machines which frequently garble and lose things; the stories of Holocaust survivors and deportees are tape recorded and preserved--machines marking time and transmitting/ preserving/ garbling/ losing/ reconfiguring voice and image. I'm reminded of Baudrillard's description of the clock at Beaubourg. The perfect symbol of the end of the century is the numerical clock at the Beaubourg in Paris. There, the race against time was measured in millions of seconds. The Beaubourg clock illustrates the reversal of time characteristic of our contemporary modernity. Time is no longer counted from its point of origin, as a progressive succession. It is rather subtracted from the end (5,4,3,2,1,0). It is like a bomb with delayed effect. The end of time is no longer the symbolic completion of history, but the mark of a possible fatigue, of a regressive countdown. We are no longer living according to a projected vision of progress or production. The final illusion of history has disappeared since history is now encapsulated in a numerical countdown (just as the final illusion of humankind disappears when man is encapsulated in genetic computations). Counting the seconds from now to the end means that the end is near, that one has already gone beyond the end. (Baudrillard 1998, 1). In a sense this marks a kind of reversal of the historical logic of progress and time that is played out in I Love Dick. In that earlier book Chris plays the Violent Femmes' song "Add it Up" as she waits for Dick in a motel. It's an appropriate choice. The first lines of the song--"why can't I get just one kiss?"--make the perfect ironic commentary on Chris's relationship with her on-again, off-again maybe-beau. But "add it up" could work as a kind of coda to the book as a whole, as well--could serve as an appropriate summation to the book's trajectory of progress (things develop, subject positions emerge, relationships evolve). In Aliens, on the other hand, the mood is much more one of "subtract it down," as Chris literally works against the clock to break herself--and history-- down. "Countdown," she writes in the filmscript for Gravity and Grace (which is included in its entirety at the end of the book). "Ticking of a time bomb. The world explodes" (Aliens, 178).
The Body -------- As in I Love Dick, a book which used Baudrillard's vision of the hyper-real to get to Deleuze's vision of rematerialization, here Kraus invokes a sense of Baudrillardian skepticism in order to work toward Deleuzian intensification. As Arthur Kroker notes in The Possessed Individual: Deleuze and Guattari want to recover the possibility of rematerialization of experience: a rhizomatic network of experience where events vanish into a decoded world of immateriality, only to instantly reappear in their opposite sign form in an endless chain of 'lines' of flight and interruption...; [they] struggle to revive a liquid materialism, one which preserves the honour of the 'doubling.' That is, their theorization of doublings, signification/subjectification, recuperates the legacy of naturalism in hyper-modern form (120). I believe Kraus is attempting much the same thing here. References to the clock, to technologies of time, to the loss and possible end of history, and to the relevance of art in such a world are intercut with references to a reconfigured somatic body, which for Kraus becomes a kind of cipher. This is not the somatic body as Freud reads it--a signifier of past trauma and a repository of historical memory. Kraus's body lives firmly in the present and its symptoms can be read as ciphers for the political realities of late capitalism, a (re)materialized way to track power's ebbs and flows. In I Love Dick, she tells "Dick": 1988 was the year when Seven Days, a magazine about real estate and restaurants swept New York and ending up living in the park no longer seemed impossible, Famous-Artist dinner party talk about former colleagues seen scavenging in dumpsters. Money rewrote mythology and the lives of people I'd admired now seemed like cautionary tales. Paul Thek died of AIDS in 1986 and David Wojnarowicz was dying and there was all this academic shit out there about The Body as if it were a thing apart. And in the midst of this you wrote the most amazing thing about the need to bring things DOWN: "The biological," you wrote (quoting Emanuel Levinas), "with the notion of inevitability it implies, becomes more than an object of spiritual life. It becomes its heart. The mysterious urgings of the blood...lose the character of problems to be solved by a sovereignly free Self. Because the self is made of just these elements. Our essences no longer lie in freedom but in a kind of chaining. To be truly oneself means accepting this ineluctable original chain that is unique to our bodies, and above all in accepting this chaining' (Dick 133-134). This isn't quite the Body Without Organs, which Deleuze and Guattari describe (what remains when you take everything else away). Although I should say here that frequently in Kraus's own writing about the body, the Body Without Organs is precisely the thing she's working towards. But it does come very close to describing what Deleuze and Guattari call a "motor program of experimentation" (Deleuze and Guattari 1987, 151). As Steven Shaviro describes it, "a program is a kind of work on the body, an actual physical and conceptual transformation, and not just an interpretation. It arises out of and ruptures, a given social context: it produces effects " (Shaviro 1993, 207). Shaviro is speaking specifically here of the kind of conscious work and reconfiguration that Andy Warhol did on his own body and also the way that he reimagined and repositioned the physical body of the actor in his films . But "motor program of experimentation" can be read politically to refer to the historical emergence of specific diseases and transmutations of the body, as well; diseases and transmutation which arise out of and rupture specific social contexts: thalidomide babies, AIDS, radiation sickness. The "Chris" of both I Love Dick and Aliens and Anorexia suffers from two chronic illnesses of the digestive/intestinal tract: Crohn's Disease and anorexia. Throughout the books, these two diseases periodically surface as signifying practices, commentary which clues us how to read the "plot." In I Love Dick, for example, Chris becomes ill after hearing about Dick's response (given to a friend) to her letter-art project. "One afternoon," Kraus writes, Sylvere called his friend Marvin Dietrichson in L.A. to try and get a read on Dick's reaction. And yes, before the Christmas break, Marvin'd run into Dick in the school hall and said: 'I heard you saw Sylvere and Chris--How'd it go?' 'I don't know,' Marvin recalled Dick saying, 'it was some strange scene.' Some strange scene . When Chris heard this her stomach contracted and she vomited. (Dick 101) Later in the book, she describes coming down with three different rashes after a particularly upsetting exchange with Dick. For "Dick," news about Chris's physical state consitutes "emotional blackmail." But for Chris it is both a reliable barometer of her emotional state and a powerful conveyor of information. "The somatic body won't be denied," she writes, "it's like a freeway" (Dick, 242). It's important to note here that somatic disease in Kraus's work is "a physical and conceptual transformation, and not just an interpretation", a symptom of some covered or hidden psychic trauma. Illness and physical symptoms here "arise out of and rupture specific social contexts," and in that sense they are as sociopolitical as they are personal. "To be truly oneself," she quotes, "means accepting this ineluctable original chain that is unique to our bodies, and above all in accepting this chaining" (Dick 133-134). As Chris's illnesses show, there's nothing necessarily attractive or romantic about this chaining "that is unique to our bodies." It is profoundly anti-romantic, what's left when all the metaphysical hyperbole about the connection to nature or the Great Chain of Being is drained away. This is particularly true of the descriptions of Crohn's disease, a chronic condition which Chris has to ward off throughout the two books. Crohn's Disease is a hereditary chronic inflammation of the small intestine. Like any chronic ailment, Kraus writes, "its triggers can be physical, psychic or environmental. For Chris the trigger was despair, which she saw as very different from depression. Despair was being backed into a corner without a single move. Despair began with a contracting swelling of the small intestine which in turn created an obstruction which in turn caused vomiting beyond bile" (Dick, 102). In its worst stages, it causes malnutrition and dehydration; the sufferer has to be hospitalized, rehydrated, given intravenous drugs. Several times during the course of the two books, Chris sees warning signs, the early symptoms of a flare-up or attack of the illness, and tells "Sylvere, Sylvalium" who has become an expert in derailing the disease. "All it took to stop the roller coaster," she writes, "was to calm Chris down and make her sleep. Cups of tea with liquid opium, fluffy dogs, and stories" (Dick, 102). It's interesting that narrative plays a central role here. The "stories" don't necessarily have to be happy ones--in fact in Dick, Sylvere holds off the disease by telling Chris a story that's so sad they both cry--the narratives just have to be engrossing and well-told to have the required tranquilizing effect. Crohn's Disease appears here as an accurate barometer of Chris's personal emotional state, but it also functions as a powerful conveyor of information. How does one tell the difference between depression and despair? Read the body. Anorexia, on the other hand, functions solely as a social stethoscope. In Aliens and Anorexia, Kraus rehearses many of the accepted psychological readings/explanations of the disease--reluctance to mature, refusal of sexuality, desire to exert control-- and rejects them all. "No one considers," she writes, "that eating might be more or less than what it seems. At best, [in the literature] the anorexic is blocked in an infantile struggle to attain a separation from her mother. At worst, she is passive-aggressively shunning the 'female' state and role. At any rate. all these readings deny the possibility of a psychic-intellectual equation between a culture's food and the entire social order. Anorexia is a malady experienced by girls, and it's still impossible to imagine girls moving outside themselves and acting through culture. All these texts are based on the belief that a well-adjusted, boundaried sense of self is the only worthy female goal" (Aliens, 141). For Chris, food is profoundly social and political. She stops eating meat because of a bloody roast that appears on the table the night she has a political quarrel with her husband and some of his friends. She goes to an expensive takeout place in L.A. hoping she'll find something to tempt her, but she is alienated by both the prices and the "canned," artificial appearance of the food. The food she craves is food that has some connection to the land and to the people who prepare/consume it. Freshly picked red lettuce from the garden, dressed in vinaigrette that she has prepared. Real cheese, like the kind she and Sylvere had on a country farm in France--a place so rural that the woman had to ask Sylvere to slow his rapid fire Parisian French down to a rhythm she could follow. It's not just that such food tastes better or is better for you; it's that such food exists outside the profound cynicism which capitalism sends ricocheting throughout the food chain. Anorexia, Kraus writes, "is not evasion of a social-gender role; it's not regression. It is an active stance: the rejection of the cynicism that this culture hands us through its food, the creation of an involuted body" (Aliens 163). If this sounds Deleuzian, it should. She even quotes Deleuze to help us make the connection. "The philosopher Gilles Deleuze got anorexia right," she observes, "(his wife was one) by noting that it isn's anything to do with 'lack.' 'Anorexia,' he told his girlfriend and collaborator Claire Parnet, 'is a matter of food fluxes. The question is how to escape predetermination, the mechanical sign of the meal.' " (Aliens 163). It's interesting that Kraus's discussion of Deleuze occurs immediately after the conversation she has with John Hanhardt about the necessary components of art ("beauty, criticality, and narrative resolution" vs. "intelligent and courageous"). And it occurs shortly before another reference to the millennial clock. "Millennial countdown: 377 days to go" (Aliens 163). Which brings us to the second crucial nexus in Aliens and Anorexia: aliens, art, and food--the constellation from which the book derives its title. Ulrike Meinhof Speaking to the Inhabitants of Earth "In [the play] Andy Warhol's Last Love," Kraus writes, Eva Buchmiller, a young woman with long hair in a short black slip sits in front of a bookcase at a table. She is channeling the voice of the dead Ulrike Meinhof through a set of headphones...This is Ulrike Meinhof speaking to the inhabitants of earth. You must make your death public...In this play, Andy Warhol and Ulrike Meinhof, two cultural icons who might seem to literally oppose each other, come together--They are a dialectical synthesis transposed to psychic states" (Aliens 1-2). The "dialectical synthesis" of Warhol and Meinhof--of pop art and revolutionary politics, of art as commodity and art as weapon--becomes a kind of trope for an impulse that runs throughout Kraus's work. It's not that she fetishizes "transgressive martyrs" and glorifies "hysteria," as Lieberman claims (Lieberman 2000, 1). But she is interested in artists who try to carve out an oppositional stance within the dominant culture, who attempt to position themselves as class-traitors and 'Alien,' and who pursue collective enterprises within a market-economy that lionizes the loner-artist and individual genius. In a sense, she's interested in art that can't be sold, but which still has a kind of recognized "value" (art that's shown in installation exhibits and workshops, but not bought by collectors, for example). This is less an attempt "to get over herself and her cinematic mishap...to redeem herself"--as Lieberman maintains-- than it is to write an alternative history of art (Lieberman 2000, 1). One which "reads" art history in the same way that Derrida taught us to read texts, by looking at gaps and slippages--the spaces in-between recognized signifiers (in this case, icons of the art/theory world). To this end, she attempts to recuperate not only potentially-hip renegade artists like Paul Thek, the Squat Theater, and Ken Kobland, but "old-fashioned" figures like Simone Weil, whose Gravity and Grace haunts Kraus's work. Aliens and anorexia are, Lieberman maintains, "the two reigning metaphors" of Kraus's most recent "novel" (Lieberman 2000, 2). Perhaps "hyperlinks" would be a better word here-- since they function more as a conduit to parallel, cultural sites than as an illustrative analogy. In fact, Kraus is suspicious of analogies, which she sees as always already mired in dominant ideology. "I have to keep reminding myself that [Paul] Thek was not a parable," she writes, "he was a person. Because after all to see him as a martyr is to play into art history's hand" (Aliens 70). So aliens and anorexia aren't really meant to function as metaphors or analogies here. Rather, each represents a kind of process--a discursive configuration--that intersects with and runs parallel to other discursive configurations, and links to other cultural sites. One of the parallel cultural sites they always connect to is (A)rt. If anorexia for Kraus "is an active stance: the rejection of the cynicism that this culture hands us through its food," the production of experimental art is similarly an active stance: the rejection of the cynicism that this culture hands us through its Culture. And just as discourses surrounding anorexia can and frequently do engage deep-seated social anxieties and contradictions surrounding the gendered Other (the alien), so discourses surrounding experimental art can and frequently do engage deep-seated social anxieties and contradictions surrounding the raced and ethnicized Other (Aliens). In "Kike Art," for example, Kraus writes:"Kitaj has followed Arnold Schoenberg in proclaiming 'I have long since resolved to be a Jew...I regard that as more important than my art.' And his work's been called a lot of things that Jews are called: 'abstruse, pretentious;' 'shallow, fake, and narcissistic;' 'hermetic, dry, and bookish;' 'difficult, obscure, slick, and grade f' " (Dick, 190). This is reminiscent, of course, of Hitler's "Degenerate Art" Show, in which avantgarde and experimental art was labelled "Jewish Art" ("Kike Art") and displayed in a manner deliberately designed to deride and "racialize" the pieces (see Stephanie Barron, 1991) But the connection between food and art--two commodities whose prestige value in Capitalist culture frequently surpasses their use value--is also significant here. Paul Thek, the artist that Kraus discusses at length in Aliens, preceded Damien Hirst in the practice of "meat art." Initially making wax replicas of human and animal meat encased in glass, Thek went on to use his own body and the bodies of others in installation pieces which consistently highlighted death and decay (in reading about Thek, I found myself thinking of Peter Greenaway's Zed and Two Noughts, a 1985 film which is similarly concerned with the intersection between aesthetics and rotting meat. Thek's work, however, is less chilly than many find Greenaway's work to be. And less pristine). At the moment when Thek began to make a perverse sort of name for himself as the "meat man," the moment when his meat pieces became a kind of "signature" art, he began experimenting with other forms of installation and performance art, and he began to engage in truly collaborative co-operative projects. His short-lived Artists Co-op was an attempt to make something like real group art. Kraus describes one of the installation pieces that the Co-Op made: Unlike many other collaborations of that era [1971], Pyramid/A Work in Progress is extraordinary because it is a collaboration between equals rather than the vision of one person enacted by his drones. But it's difficult to grasp the boundaries where the obsessions/dreams of every individual leave off. The objects are autonomous and yet Pyramid/A Work in Progress is nothing like a group show. It's more like a group mind" (Aliens, 56). To do the piece, sponsored by the Stockholm Museum, the 8 Co-Op members worked and lived together, often inhabiting parts of the museum. What they created was something like an "exploded Stations of the Cross," with "a catacomb and tunnel, a salvaged sink, old bathtubs, some balsam pines... fast food containers, a scale model of a house, a washing line with laundry hung to dry, a kitchen table cleared and lit for the arrival of visitors..." In much the same way that "Chris" wants to hang her love letters to Dick on the cactus and bushes in front of Dick's house and film his reaction, there are, in Pyramid, "letters, postcards, drawings nailed to the trees." Two "signature" works by Thek--~Fisherman~ and his famous dead hippie-- lie underneath part of the structure, recontextualized and buried. "Museum visitors were recast as actors," Kraus writes, "walking along a dirt-packed route towards the 'temple of time,' a huge pyramid, past a shack called the 'confessional'...To be inside the room was to become part of the procession. Because many of the Artist's Co-Op members were also visual artists, they contributed objects out of their own image-banks. Ann Wilson installed a breathtaking sculpture called Stag in the Boat" (Aliens 55-56). What I find interesting here is not just the installation itself, but the fact that Thek came to it via his meat and death pieces. "Everything," he once wrote, "can be beautiful and ugly simultaneously. We accept our thing-ness intellectually, but the emotional acceptance of it can be a joy" (Aliens 47). Certainly, some of his early work--like Birthday Cake, a four tiered pyramid of human flesh adorned with pink birthday candles--asks us to think about flesh, food, and mortality differently than we've ever thought about them before. And his installation work, which frequently stows previously exhibited pieces under tables and features them in crates, similarly posits interesting links between art, decay (in one part of Pyramid an "old" crated piece has sprouted flowers) and food/eating/consumption. There is here a radical refusal of the notion that art can be a finished product with a discrete value, a radical insistence that all art--not just Thek's-- be read as part of a process (in Amsterdam, for example, he "borrowed" several of Van Gogh's paintings and hung them up as part of his installation, much to the consternation of the museum and the press). If Simone Weil believed that we must use the "I" to break down the "I," Thek seemed to believe that is only by breaking down--or at least subsuming--the "I" that we can find a true "we," that we can design group projects that represent true "collaboration between equals rather than the vision of one person enacted by his drones" (Aliens 56). If this has a quasi-religious tone, it should. In the last years of his life, Paul Thek wished to join a Carthusian monastery in Vermont. He wrote to the brothers in Vermont: "I came to a kind of reawakening only rather late in life and have felt like a fish out of water ever since...I already spend far more time alone than any of you do and I have no sharing community to return to when my aloneness becomes too great...Perhaps my own creative work might be continued there?" (Aliens 75) But while Aliens and Anorexia spends a lot of time exploring the connections between spirituality and art, between what Simone Weil might call Gravity and Grace, Kraus's take on religion is resolutely secular. "Among people who reject the mystical state," she writes, "the only yardstick for measuring the will-to-decreate is sadomasochism" (Aliens 48). Aliens ------ "This is Ulrike Meinhof speaking to the inhabitants of Earth: You must make your death public. As the rope was tightening around my neck, an Alien made love to me." Aliens recur throughout the book--both as what Lieberman calls "metaphors" and as fictional characters. Everything seemed hopeless. It was a rainy afternoon, early November. Bach's Partita for Cello in B minor, performed by Ute Uge came on the radio. I pulled over to the shoulder of Springs Fireplace Road and wept. My skin became so porous that the tremor of the cello crept into my body like an Alien...How does anybody ever out their lives? There is a painting in the Frick of St. Francis of Assisi stricken to the ground after being visited by God. He is no longer the gentle saint of birds and animals. The man is totally deranged. Alien encounters are a phenomenon of marking--pins on the map of an emotional landscape that you'd been moving through but didn't realize had a shape. Despair's a maudlin ecstasy of baroque romanticism. You wait for signs (Aliens 22). For the people who believe in them, Aliens are both frightening and reassuring presences in their lives. Aliens represent a strange combination of science and mysticism--techno-angels (there are those who believe that it was two Alien messengers who came to Abraham, foretold the birth of Isaac, and "cured" Sarah of her infertility). In popular culture, they function as a link to some of the anxieties of the era we're living through. A year ago, I was teaching a course on panic culture, and one of the books we read for the class was Jodi Dean's Aliens in America. Reading Dean's book, I was struck by the fact that I've experienced every symptom that most abductees point to as evidence of their abduction. Like them, I've experienced missing time; I've found strange marks on my body which I can't explain; I've had illnesses mysteriously appear and disappear; I've had nightmares about painful medical procedures (although my tormentors are always earth-doctors, not little grays). Most of the students in the class similarly admitted to fitting the abductee profile--with one crucial difference, that we had no recollection of or belief in an abduction. As the X-Files has perhaps conclusively demonstrated, however, conspiracy theory and anxiety about aliens are the appropriate tropes for the time. Talking about her fictional Alien lover and alter-ego, Chris says: "Like me, the Alien is anorexic. Sometimes we talk about our malabsorption problems. Everything turns to shit. Food's uncontrollable. If only it were possible to circumvent the throat, the stomach and the small intestine and digest food just by seeing. After several weeks, the Alien decides that he will no longer make love to me because I'm 'not the One.' Aliens spend their lifetimes on this planet testing, searching. They get dewy-eyed, nostalgic about hometown virgins" (Aliens 148). This particular Alien has a weakness for women who use certain salon hair products and a strong antipathy to vaginal odors. He takes valium and heroin. What does one do with such a creature? When he goes through withdrawal, Chris makes him chicken soup. Which brings us back to the ethnic and racial ramifications of the term "Alien", particularly in America. Alien-foreign, strange. The Jew as eternal, unassimilated alien. The Alien I remember from my childhood--the annual TV ads reminding aliens that they must register their whereabouts by a certain date, just in case the U.S. government needed to track them down. At a time when World War II was not such a distant memory,