yourladypunkpunk replied to your post:.
I have a hard time prioritizing myself personally, but I think you have the right to decide whether or not you feel safe first. Instead of worrying about her feelings. Like, I’m no therapist. At all. But what she did was not okay. And maybe someday you’ll talk to her about the Not Okay non-con situation. But first you need to figure out yourself.
ah gosh i forget that not everyone knows the whole deal
in short; the whole deal is a mess and it involved another person who was in fact the culprit. that i have no doubt abt and i couldnt give a fuck abt her feelings if i tried
the girl im talking abt was also part of the Not Okay situation but i can neither place her as the victim nor the perpetrator but i feel weirdly tender/protective of her even tho i took the worst hit in the situation. thats why i find it infuriating that i worry whether she feels comfortable alone w me when i didnt do a damn wrong thing
bc my memory wont help me with her role in the mess, i treat her as someone on my side for now. and i cant settle down bc i dont know the full truth but the only person who can fill in the blanks is her.
its ok i understand why you misunderstood-you didnt know the full picture. thanks for steppin in tho