Be forewarned that this chapter is a little raunchy!
I love writing this story, let me know what you guys think, don’t want to keep writing it if your getting bored of it!
Love to you all mo chairde (friends in irish) ;-)
Oh and I know it probably barely ever rains in Texas but it rains almost every day here so I was inspired to include it in the story lol!
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I flicked on the light switch of my bedroom as Amy walked in throwing herself on my bed lazily and signalling for me to join her by extending her arm out for me. I quickly took off my jacket, soaked from the rain, and hung it on a rack before kicking off my shoes and climbing onto the bed into my girlfriends open arms. My hand slipped around her waist and my head found its way to the crook of her neck which I kissed gently, basking in the glow of being in her arms again after our last fight. She pulls me closer into her and exhales deeply, clearly signalling for me that she’s ready for me to talk now, like I promised I would when we got home but all I really want to do right now is be completely content, wrapped up in her arms. I squeeze her waist a little tighter feeling the wetness of her jacket drip onto my hand which makes me from and sit up beside her.
‘Babe, your turning my bed into the local swimming pool’ she grins at me and I swat her arm because I instantly know she’s thinking of my words in a dirty manner ‘Get out and put something dry on’
'Fine’ she huffs out, standing up from my bed and starting to strip off her clothes, my eyes trailing her body the entire time, as if it’s a show she’s putting on for me but really she’s oblivious to the fact that I’m staring at the curve of her ass right now 'Can I borrow something?’ she turns towards me and smirks when she see’s my eyes trailing her semi naked body.
'I’m up here babe’ she whispers pecking my lips on the bed before pointing up to her face and smiling brightly at me, I hop of the bed and stand up so that we’re chest to chest, pecking her lips once before letting my eyes trail down her body again under her gaze.
'I know you’re up here…’ I whisper huskily lazily rubbing my lips against hers without actually kissing her ’…it’s just… I want to be down there…’ I point to the space in between her thighs and she lets out a low moan as my hand rests over it, rubbing it gently.
'Karma…’ Amy moans as I slip one of my fingers underneath the fabric of her panties, teasing her clit and watching as her face contorts at my touch.
’…Can we fuck now Ames?’ I say boldly slipping my whole hand into her underwear and sucking on her neck as she uses her hands to balance herself against my radiator.
Amy lets out a low growl ad I slip two fingers inside of her, letting her head rest against the wall behind her and her hands tug at my waist dragging my forward so that she can kiss me as my fingers continue their work.
A couple of hours later we’re both lying completely naked in my bed and totally entangled with each other, breathless from our last few hours of activity.
'That was…’ Amy trails off, tracing her hand up and down my naked hip.
'Insanely hot’ I fill in the blank for her, giggling a bit just thinking about it 'God Amy you are so good at… you know… being down there on me’
Amy blushes a deep shade of red and buries her face in my hair.
'You’re so cute when you get embarrassed as well…’ I rub my hands up and down her bare back, resting my chin on her shoulder 'You do realise you’re the one who popped my cherry, not the opposite way around…’
'Like that matters’ she mumbles into my neck, then she lifts her head up, meeting my eyes 'Now talk to me… you didn’t think you were going to get away with it did you?’
'I’m not going to lie… I was hoping that I could get away with it… maybe by having sex with you again…’ I start peppering kisses down her neck and Amy chuckles a bit before rolling away from me and reaching over to my pj drawer, pulling out some clothes which she tosses to me before putting some on herself as well.
'It can’t be that bad Karma, we’re in a relationship, you need to talk to me instead of lashing out at me or shutting me out, like you did last week…’ Amy averts her eyes from mine, clearly still annoyed about my behaviour.
'I know Ames..’ I trail off rubbing the back of my neck awkwardly.
'Prove it’ she fires back, snapping her head in my direction to listen to what I have to say.
'Your my first girlfriend Amy… I’ve never had to be open with someone like this before… I’ve never felt so insanely close to someone before, I’ve never given anyone the power to break me’ I choke out, feeling flustered with myself. Why can’t I just tell her exactly how I’m feeling.
'All you think about is yourself Karma’ Amy snaps a bit, a frown taking over her face '… I mean, you say I have the power to break you Karma, then you break me for your own amusement at ever chance you get. That’s not fair’
'Amy I know what I did last week was wrong on so many levels it’s just… I’m so afraid of loosing you that part of me just felt it would be easier to get it over with now then to watch you fall for someone else or leave me behind…’ I can feel the tears building in my eyes and Amy just huffs out a bit of air, wrapping her arms around her own body protectively.
'Are we really back to this again Karma?’
'Back to what? I ask dumbly, my eyes widening a bit at the aggression behind her voice.
'Your the cheater Karma’ Amy spits out, pointing at me 'I never cheated on you, nor will I ever, and you constantly assume that I am or that I will. You can’t hold your mistakes over my head Karma. If you want to do that we need to break up right now’
'Harsh’ I scoff at her ’…and you wonder why I find it difficult to talk to you sometimes?’
'I find it difficult to trust you all the time Karma’ Amy replies coldly, her eyes are full of this need to hurt me right now and to be honest I can’t really blame her with the way I treated her last week.
'Amy…’ I start but she stops me, standing up from the bed and holding her hand in the air.
'It’s now or never Karma’ Amy whispers to herself as well as to me ’…be honest with me Karma… I’m begging you… because I love you, I’m so in love with you… and I need to know that’s what you feel too… if you love me you’ll tell me the truth right now’
My throat is tightening as I stare at her pouring her soul out to me, she’s right, I need to be honest with her. I’m in love with her and I can’t lose her. Not to myself. Not right now.
'I feel like I’m not good enough for you Amy’ I choke out and the tears just start flooding down my face as I sit on the bed and hold my face in my hands. I feel her weight on the mattress which signals to me that she’s listening so I continue 'I’m so in love with you Amy. You’re beautiful, sweet, caring, ridiculously smart, athletic and insanely hot… I just, your so much better than I ever will be… you deserve so much better than me… I mean… what can I give you Amy? Really?’
Amy exhales a deep breath and sniffles a bit, before finally looking up at me with tears in her eyes, which she quickly tries to wipe away.
'Thank god’ she muffles out before sort of sobbing which surprises me 'Come here will you?’ she reaches out and tugs me over towards her so that I’m nestled into her side and we’re somehow cuddling again.
'This is not the reaction I was expecting…’ I trail off sniffling a bit as I tug her by her shirt collar in closer to me.
'I love you’ Amy kisses my cheek and runs her hand along my back soothingly 'That’s what you give me that no one else can… your love Karma…it’s all I’ve ever wanted since the day I met you under that tree’
'Are you sure?’ I fidget with her fingers which are loosely knotted together with mine 'I mean I get it if you want to break up and be with someone like Ellie…’
'And by someone like Ellie you mean…’ Amy laughs softly and smirks down at me 'A bitch?’
'A bitch with a hot body and facial features…’ I throw back, even I have to admit that as much as I hate Ellie Booker she is pretty god damn attractive. Stupid Booker looks.
'You have a hot body and sexy facial features… I mean come on Karma, you’re a ten… Ellies a solid seven, add in her personality and she becomes a minus seven… you become a 100’ Amy’s rambling now and my heart is warming at her words so I pull her down into my bed and rest my head on her chest, listening to her heart beating, my favourite sound.
'Sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky with you…’
'I’m the one who got lucky with you Karma…’
'Oh come on Ames, Shane refers to you as Suki’ I chuckle into her chest thinking of my best friends constant reminders that Amy possess super model looks.
'What’s a Suki?’ Amy asks, holding my waist tightly 'I bet it’s insulting, he really hates me doesn’t he?’
'Suki Waterhouse?’ I nudge her ribcage and she yelps a bit 'supermodel! Shane is obsessed with her and thinks you look like her, babe you definitely didn’t read those vogues I gave you a couple of weeks ago…’
'I did…’ Amy shuffles underneath me, a tell tail sign she’s lying so I decide to mess with her.
'Name one thing you saw in the August issue and I’ll go down on you everyday next week’ I grin mischievously up at her, chewing my bottom lip and letting my hand trail down to above her centre, feeling her squirm underneath me.
'An add for hot cheestos?’ Amy whimpers a bit, hopefulness in her voice 'You can start going down now if you want to babe…’
'Lies, no sex for a week’ I say closing my eyes on her chest, feeling myself drifting off to sleep.
'Yeah right’ Amy chuckles 'You can’t get enough of me, I am Suki after all…’
'No, no. Shane thinks you look like Suki. I think you look like Amy, my girlfriend who just lied to me and will therefore be having zero sex for the next week’ I say smartly as I turn myself over, dragging her by the hand so that she’s spooning me from behind me.
'Your lucky I love you’ Amy whispers into my ear, squeezing me a little bit tighter.
'Your lucky I love you too’
X
'Senior Cheerio trip’ Lauren basically jumps into the seat next to me in the canteen, Shane raising an eyebrow at her as I from my water bottle before asking her confusedly 'What?’
'Senior Cheerio trip is always to Dallas isn’t it?’ Shane asks taking a bite out of his apple.
'Normally, this year, since I’m head cheerleader, I want to make it different…’ Lauren starts grinning mischievously between Shane and I. I tap my finger nails on the table impatiently waiting on her to continue 'I spoke with Felix… we’re joining the football team and cheerios senior trip into one!’
'What?’ I exclaim a little bit too harshly, I already no this is an extremely bad idea for the rocky ground that my relationship with Amy is standing on right now.
'One week, cheerios and the football team, CAMPING’ Laurens gleefully clapping her hands together and Shane is smiling from ear to ear, both obviously delighted that they’re going to get to spend a whole week grinding up on half the football team. I’m devastated. How on earth am I going to spend a week away from Amy.
'Worried about Suki?’ Shane pipes up in my direction and I sigh loudly, emphasising how right he is.
'It’s one week Karma, I’m sure Amy will survive without you’ Lauren snaps at my down ridden reaction.
'Maybe I don’t want to survive without her’ I whisper pathetically and both Shane and Lauren growl a bit 'I love her, we’re finally in a really good place again, now you want me to go away with the football team?! Half of which I have kissed or hooked up with on several occasions…’
'It’s not like your going to automatically throw away your relationship now is it?’ Shane scoffs, annoyed at my lack of excitement.
'Who’s throwing away their relationship?’ Amy appears behind him holding a tray of food and smiling over at me. Shane stands up from the cafeteria table, glares at her, signals for Lauren to join him and stalks away from the table, leaving Amy and I alone.
'This is your fault Suki’ Shane shouts just as he leaves the room and Amy shakes her head in confusion before turning to me.
'Why does he hate me so much?’ Amy asks completely bewildered by what just happened, she takes a sip from her chocolate milk on her tray and a moustache of milk forms on her upper lip as she keeps talking 'I mean… I’m starting to think he secretly hates Suki Waterhouse, and uses it as some sort of hateful term towards me…’
'He doesn’t hate you, he’s just mad at me’ I say sympathetically reaching out to rest my hand on top of hers reassuringly, which instantly leads to her intertwining our fingers loosely on the table and grinning a bit 'Babe, you have a chocolate moustache…’
'Oh shit’ Amy quickly moves to break our hands to wipe her lip but I decide it’s more fun if I kiss it away for her so I lean forward and suck the milk of her top lip before pecking her on the lips and sitting back down again 'Mmph’
'God your so hot’ I say out loud, gazing at her, she really is insanely beautiful.
'You’re so beautiful Karms, why is he mad at you?’ Amy takes a bite of her sandwich and looks up at me expectedly. Honesty Karma. Tell her about the trip.
'So… the cheerios and the football team have decided to join their senior trip and go camping for a week together’ I say quietly, watching her facial expression for any sort of reaction. She frowns a bit before quickly smiling over at me.
'A week?’ Amy stutters out, I can feel her grip on my hand loosening a bit so I quickly tighten my fingers in hers ’…With the football team? A big bunch of mini Liam Bookers?’
'Ames’ I reach over and intertwine our other hands so that she’s forced to look at me 'Shanes mad at me because I basically told them I don’t want to go… I want to be here, with you baby’
Amy shuffles a bit in her chair, clearly uncomfortable with the whole situation before lifting her eyes to meet mine and smiling weakly at me.
'You have to go Karms’ Amy says softly 'I mean, I don’t want to hold you back, go on the trip and have fun with your friends’
'Really? Your ok with me going?’ I ask her, intent on making sure she’s comfortable with it. I don’t want to lose her over something so stupid 'Like I don’t have too…’
'Karma I want you too’ Amy silences me, smiling at me.
'Will you come with me to my nanny’s 90th birthday in Orlando at the end of the month?’ I blurt out really fast. Obviously trying to make up for missing her presence for another week, I don’t know if I can handle that 'My parents have been harassing me to ask you for weeks now and I just couldn’t find the right time with everything…’
'Sure’ Amy grins goofily over at me and tugs me forward to peck my lips 'I’d love to Karma’
'Even though my parents are really weird and will probably ask you like a million inappropriate questions that will make you want to hop on a plane straight back to Texas… or worse dive head first into an alligator pitt’ I’m rambling right now and Amy’s just laughing at me from across the table.
'Yes Karma’ Amy replies through laughter 'You’ll be there so I’ll be there ok?’
'I love you sweety’ I reply smooching her all over her face until she gently shoves me off grinning from ear to ear.
X
'Have you ever been on a double date before?’ I ask tapping my fingers gently on the table as we nervously wait for the arrival of Steph and her new boyfriend Tyler.
'Karma this was your idea’ Amy says taking my hand in hers to stop me from tapping it more. My eyes shoot up to look at her calm exterior and I instantly relax, admiring her outfit choice of a grey halter neck, high waisted skinny jeans and a pale denim shirt, her hair on top of her head in a neat bun.
'You look so yummy tonight’ I whisper, a new kind of energy taking over as I lean forward and capture her lips with mine in a sloppy kiss. Amy’s hand shoot up to my hair and mine find there way to the nape of her neck, pulling her as close as possible. Her tongue brushes along my bottom lip and I moan a bit as I find my leg making its way up over hers, her hand catching it and rubbing it sensually. God I wish we could go home right now.
'I want you so much right now’ Amy says in between kisses, her hand roaming up to my ass, squeezing it a little.
'Tyler get the blinders’ Stephs voice breaks us apart and my face goes bright red and I bury it in the crook of Amys neck, the blonde slowly removing her hands from my body and laughing nervously.
'I’d shake your hand…’ Tylers voice starts but he quickly trails off and I know why when I feel Amys fingers drifting away from my thighs.
'This is so unbelievably embarrassing’ I say out loud from the crook of Amys neck and all I can hear is Steph and Tylers laughter take over as they slide into the booth opposite it.
'Sorry we’re late’ Steph says and I finally sit back, Amys arm drooping over my shoulders in a more PG 13 position. I lift my hand up so that our fingers are interlocked where her hand hangs over my shoulders.
'I really don’t mind’ Amy replies cheekily and I feel myself blush a bit more 'How about I go get us a drink? Babe, what do you want?’
'Um’ I glance over at the bustling bar, delighted that we can have alcoholic drinks here to release the tension 'I’ll have a sex on the beach please baby’
'Are you sure?’ Amy asks raising an eyebrow at me and I simply nod my head, still feeling embarrassed by the whole booth make out situation.
'Tyler can you go with Amy and get me a bacardi coke please babe?’ Steph asks her boyfriend who nods his head standing up from the booth to join my blonde girlfriend as she heads over to the bar.
'Thank you thank you thank you’ Steph beams at me and at first I’m a little confused, that is until she points over at her boyfriend who looks like he’s being grilled by Amy at the bar. My eyes drift down to her exposed waist and I quickly peel them back to look at Steph who’s practically bouncing in her seat.
'You got him yourself’ I simply reply 'All I did was encourage you’
'Seriously Karma I never would have spoken to him… he’s so cute and sweet… he treats me like a princess…I’m going to have sex with him soon’ Steph blushes at the last part and I’m a little taken aback by her bluntness until I remember Amy’s her best friend and she clearly has no interest in boys so I’m the closest thing she has.
'He’s cute’ I beam back at her and she quickly leans over hugging me just as Amy and Tyler arrive back at the booth carrying four drinks.
'Whos cute?’ Amy asks sliding my drink over to me, laughing as I sip it and frown into it, before swapping her vodka coke for mine, earning herself a peck on the cheek from me. God she’s so cute.
'You’re so cute’ Steph says pointing over at Amy who simply shrugs her shoulders and grins over at her friend 'Why can’t you be that cute Ty?’
'I’m a football player babe’ Tyler responds, knocking back a bit of his beer like a typical dude, this is one of those moments I thank god for making me bi-curious. Men can be so gross. 'I have a rep to uphold’
'What kind of rep does a football have to uphold Tyler? Amy asks rolling her eyes at his comment which clearly bothered her friend a bit.
'Ask your girlfriend’ Tyler responds laughing and I rest my hand on Amys thigh to prevent her from snapping at him, quickly deciding to change the subject.
'Are you planning on playing soccer in college Steph? Like this one here?’ I nudge Amys shoulder trying to break her out of her angry stance, she’s still glaring over at Tyler for his football comment.
'Nah, I’m thinking I’ll take media studies or something in UT…’ Steph smiles at me and leans into Tyler, ignoring Amys glares.
'Ames’ I poke her rib cage a little, she’s clearly making everything awkward and uncomfortable right now so I decide to give her a chance to cool down 'You hungry babe? I really fancy some of those Nachos you love? Want to order some at the bar?’
'Sure’ she slides out of the booth pecking my lips sweetly on the way and heads over to the bar.
'So how long have you two been dating for?’ I ask, trying to ease the tension.
'A couple of months’ Tyler says, attaching Stephs mouth to his in what looks like a grossly raunchy kiss.
'Ty’ she says pushing him back a bit and grinning like a fool.
'Sorry I’m just dying to get my hands on her’ Tyler is definitely a sharer.
'Karma hey’ god this is going to be awkward. Shane and Lauren slide into the booth next to me and put their drinks down on the table 'This is a cute group hang, although completely random’
'Hey Ty’ Lauren winks at him and he nods his head cooly as Steph squirms in her seat. Tyler makes no effort to introduce Steph to anyone so I decide to do it and break the tension.
'Shane, Lauren… This is Steph, and well you know her boyfriend Tyler’ I point towards Steph who simply looks like she wants to be anywhere else right now, Tyler moving completely away from her when Shane and Lauren sat down obviously not helping.
'Suki! Glad you could join us!’ Shane pipes us as Amy re-emerges at the table carrying a tray of nachos which Lauren quickly whips out of her hands and starts eating, along with Tyler and Shane. Amy huffs a bit and pulls a stool over to the end of the table.
'You do realise my names Amy right?’ Amy asks Shane who simply nods his head.
'Whatever Suki’ Shane mumbles and Lauren snickers.
'Shane!’ I snap at him and he raises his hands in the air in defeat.
'You coming on the senior cheerios and football team trip Ty?’ Lauren asks flirtatiously and I really feel like pouring my drink over her head right now, am I this mean when I’m with the cheerios?
'For sure, booze, chicks, bikini’s and sex. What guy in his right mind would miss it’ Tyler says clearly trying to impress Lauren who’s batting her eyelashes at him. My eyes flicker between Steph who looks crushed at the realisation that her boyfriends a dickwad and Amy who seems to be processing his words about the trip I’m going on, gradually growing paler and paler.
'Delighted to hear you released her to us for a week Suki’ Shane rubs it in, only an absolute idiot wouldn’t be able to see how upset she’s getting right now so I know this is a malicious attack on my relationship right now 'Don’t worry, I’ll make sure she has lots of fun’ Shane winks at Amy suggestively and that’s it, she gets up from the table, shoots me a look and storms out of the bar.
'What the fuck Shane?’ I semi shout at him and Tyler snigger before I send him a death glare 'Your a dick’
I quickly scramble out of the booth shooting Steph and apologetic look on the way which she simply nods her head too, obviously caught up in her own relationship drama. I walk out of the bar to find Amy sitting in her car, her eyes closed and her arms wrapped around herself. So I knock on the window gently which seems to startle her enough for her to roll down her window.
'I know I shouldn’t have stormed out Karma it’s just that guy clearly…’ I silence her by pressing my lips to hers in a rough kiss and I feel her smiling into it.
'He’s a dick, lets go back to your place, eat some donuts and watch the bachelor’ I peck her lips once more before making my move to the passenger seat which she leans over and opens for me.
'I’m really sorry for ruining…’ Amy starts the car and pulls out of the carpark.
'You didn’t babe’ I say reaching over and intertwining my free hand with hers 'He did, not you’
'Booze, chicks, bikini’s and sex huh?’ Amy laughs nervously as she says it and I squeeze her hand in mine.
'It’s a stupid trip Ames, I don’t have to go if your not comfortable…’ I say leaning my head back in the seat 'For the record though, the only person I want to drink booze, dawn a bikini and have sex with is sitting right beside me’
'What about chicks?’
'You’re my chick’ I reply confidently 'Wow that sounded way less cheesy in my head’
'Dork’ Amy snorts 'Karms?’
'Yes baby?’
'For the record, your my chick too’ Amy grins sheepishly over at me and my heart melts, the same way it does every time she looks at me. Proving to me once again that she’s the most important thing in the world to me right now.
X
'What exactly did Tyler mean when he made the comment about you knowing the football players?’ Steph asks from her seat opposite me in the bustling cafeteria.
'Nothing’ I quickly reply turning my eyes in the direction of Amy who’s just sits down at the table kissing my cheek and smiling over at Steph.
'Well this is a pleasant change from eating lunch with your best friend who hates me…’ Amy remarks tucking into her lunch ’…to my best friend who loves me!’
'I figured it’s necessary’ I huff out glaring in the direction of Shane and Lauren who were glaring right back at me from the cheerio table 'Have you spoken to Lauren since the other night in the bar?’
'Only when I asked her if we could watch something other than 'Bring it on’ the other night’ Amy snorts and my heart pangs a little at her comment, I love bring it on, especially watching it with Lauren. We always comment on their routine choices.
'Hold on’ Steph raises her hands in the air and glances from Amy over to Lauren 'You’re related to Lauren Cooper??’
'Amy seriously, why do you never tell anyone that? She’s your sister for crying out loud’ I rip the chocolate bar she was about to eat from her hand and lick right up it so she can’t eat it, in annoyance with her.
'You do realise our tongues touch like five times a day for the past couple of months… I don’t care if you lick my bar’ Amy grins sheepishly at me taking a bite out of her chocolate bar as it smudges all over her face, like the giant child she is.
'Yes Steph, Amy and Lauren are step sisters, her mother is married to Laurens father hence she moved here’ I say pulling my girlfriends chin over towards me and playfully licking the chocolate off her face as she giggles and Steph fake gags.
'Hey babe’ I stop licking Amys face to find my eyes nearly jumping out of my sockets as Tyler and two guys from the football team -one of which I’ve slept with, the other I’m pretty sure we drunkenly made out with – sit down at the table.
'Hi you’ Steph basically beams at him and I sort of want to punch him in his perfectly sculpted face because I’m pretty sure I know what he’s doing bringing them over here, trying to piss me off for calling him a dickwad the other night.
'Hey Karma’ the blonde guy chirps up, Scott I think his name is. He’s awful in bed. Worse than Liam Booker.
'Hello there Karms’ the dark haired guy says, I can’t remember his name, I’m pretty sure I only hooked up with him because he has these piercing green eyes that remind me of Amys and I was trying to get over here.
'Hey’ I say quietly, tugging an oblivious Amys hand so that she turns away from her food and looks at me 'Babe, do you want to go for a walk or something before we have to head back to class?’
'Now?’ Amy as raising an eyebrow at me and looking down at her full plate of food, she then looks up and anger forms in her expression when she sees the two boys staring over at me like I’m a piece of meat.
'Yes, now, please’ I ask squeezing her hand and she, being the dutiful girlfriend she is, stands up from the table, helping me out of my seat and waves at Steph before heading out of the canteen.
A sense of relief washes over me that we’re out of there, that is until I hear footsteps behind us and see the two boys jogging up behind us. This is not going to end well.
'Amy can you go get a juice?’ I say quickly before she sees the two of them and she digs through her pocket pulling out a five dollar note and gestures towards the juice station, I stand still a small distance away from her and frown as the two boys tip me on the shoulder.
'Nice legs’ the dark haired one says 'What time do they open?’
'They already opened for me’ the blonde one laughs as they fist pump eachother.
I can feel the tears rushing to my eyes as I try and focus on the back of Amys head but she turns around just in time to see the first one fall down from my eye and she drops the juice moving quickly towards us.
'Karma, what’s wrong?’ she asks pulling me into her arms securely and I bury my face in her neck as the two guys keep laughing. Amy pushes me a little bit behind her, turning to glare at the two football players, fire in her eyes.
'Does either of you have a fucking problem?’ she asks anger obvious in her voice and a crowd starts to form around us, this really isn’t going to end well.
'Wait, is this your girlfriend Karma?’ Scott asks bouncing on the spot with joy at the whole situation 'She’s hot, good for you, threesome sometime blondie?’
I hears the gasps of the crowd and wince thinking about what Amys done to him when I turn around and see her standing perfectly still beside me with that guy Scott on the floor holding his jaw.
'Amy, I’m so sorry he talked to you like that’ hold up, is that the football team captain pulling my Amy willingly into a hug. What the fuck. I can barely get her to hug me?!
'Felix thank you’ I hear Amy mumble as she strokes down his arm. Wait, did she just stroke down his arm, is he blushing? What the fuck is happening right now. I quickly rush forward deciding I need to mark my territory by looping my arms around Amys waist and hugging her tightly.
'Ames I was scared you hit him’ I say trying to sound as cute as possible but Amy simply shrugs me off, holding my hand in hers as she continues to speak to Felix as if I’m not there.
'Seriously I owe you, anything you ever want or need’ Amy says and I swear that Felix guy is blushing, stop being attracted to my girlfriend dude.
'Anything’ he says, his tone completely serious as he gazes at Amy who of course, as per usual, seems oblivious to the fact that he’s flirting with her.
'Hi, I’m Karma, Amy’s serious girlfriend’ I interject forcing him to stop staring at Amy who shifts her eyes to me.
'Karma, this is Felix, we run together sometimes’ Amy smiles brightly at him and he literally cannot peel his eyes away from her long enough to even say hello to me. Wait did she say running? No wonder he can’t stop ogling her, she’s insanely hot when she’s half naked and covered in sweat, I would no!
'Running huh?’ I say in a tone that quickly grabs his attention, the guide of tone that says I’m sceptical of you dude.
'Running’ Amy chimes back 'We better go, I’ll see you tomorrow morning Felix?’
'Yes, last run before I take off on this football cheerio trip’ Felix grins 'I hate cheerleaders, they’re so obnoxious, self absorbed and bitchy…’
Amy coughs loudly to stop him from speaking and nods her head in my directions where his eyes literally bulge out of their sockets when they see the cheer uniform I’m wearing.
'Not all of them!’ he quickly recovers 'I’m sure you’re lovely… um whats your name again?’
I want to hit him. The urge is overwhelming on my senses.
'Karma’ Amy says for me leaning over and kissing my cheek 'Actually, you can look after her for me while your away can’t you?’
'Sure’ Felix replies never breaking his eyes away from Amy.
'Bye Felix’ I say rather loudly tugging Amy towards the exit of the school.
A wave of emotion overwhelms me thinking about what just happened and I can’t help but start to cry again so Amy stops just outside the school and pulls me into her arms hugging me tightly.
'Karms just don’t listen to them, boys can be such assholes’ Amy rubs my back soothingly and I continue to cry into her shoulder, she thinks I’m crying over the boys when really I’m crying because I’ve just realised that my girlfriend may also be attracted to other people, boys even.
'Felix… seems…nice’ I sniff out as she pushes a piece of hair behind my ears kisses my forehead nice.
'Yeah he’s a good guy’ Amy smiles at the mention of his name and my heart thumps a little louder in my chest.
'How long have you two been running together for?’ I ask scanning her face for any hint of a misconduct on her part, she averts her eyes from mine and chews her bottom lip in thought.
'Umm…’ Amy’s stalling, well at least I think she is 'About nine months now I’d say…’
'How come you never mentioned him before?’ I ask poking her stomach a couple of times to make her think I’m being playful, really I desperately want to know.
'Come on’ she kisses me on the lips ignoring my question and drags me off towards her car. Why do I get the feeling there’s something she isn’t telling me.
X
The doorbell rings and I glance down at my phone to see if Amys tested that she’s on her way over now after training, which she always does, to see no texts. Hmm. I get up from my bed, dropping my AP chemistry book on the floor and make my way over to the window where I see Laurens car parked outside my house. Great. Like she actually thinks I want to talk to her right now. Or Shane who is undoubtedly with her as he noble steed lately.
'Karmakins’ my mothers voice bellows from the bottom of the stairs.
'Yes mom’ I shout back, playing dumb is my best option right now.
'You have guests dear’ she calls back in her typical I’ve just had a hash brownie dreamy voice that Amy finds hilarious. Actually anytime she sees my mother like that she refers to it as our 'sexy time’ signal, obviously taking advantage of the fact that she’ll be too stoned to hear us going at it in my bedroom.
'Is it Shane and Lauren?’
'Yes it is dear’
'Tell them to go away’
'Oh come on Karmite’ Shane bellows up the stairs and the next thing I know he’s barging into my room with Lauren hot on his tail 'You can’t avoid us forever’
'I can avoid you until you start respecting my relationship’ I chime in sitting down on my bed in a huff with my arms folded across my chest.
'Suki can take care of herself Karma’ Shane pipes up and Lauren digs him in the side which causes him to yelp rather loudly 'Ouch, she can!’
'AMY’ I semi shout at him in frustration at the nickname he is now accustomed to using in a derogatory fashion 'Yes your right Shane, she can look after herself, that doesn’t mean that I don’t want to look after her too. I’m in love with her, how are you so dumb that you can’t see that!?’
'Harvey is just frustrated Karma’ Lauren basically growls in his direction taking a seat on the bed next to me 'He’s choosing to take the lack of time you spend with us out on Suki or Amy or whatever you both want to call her’
'How about sister?’ I snap in her direction 'That’s what she’s been referring to you as for the past couple of months Lauren and here you are taking his side as he’ a downright asshole to her’
'I’m not taking his side…’
'You sure as hell didn’t act like that the other night in the bar when you both crashed our date’ I shout at her angrily, I turn towards Shane and point my finger at him 'You basically tried to break us up with your comments about the senior trip you dick!’
As if on queue Amy walks into the room holding a box full of donuts and two DVD’s. She basically stops dead in her tracks when she see’s Shane and Lauren and my annoyed expression pointing towards the door and signalling she’s going to leave.
'I’ll come back later?’ Amy asks me ignoring both Shane and Lauren, I can’t really blame her either 'I didn’t know you were having friends over, sorry for interrupting…’ she moves to turn around when I quickly hop up from the bed and tug her back into my bedroom holding her wrist rather tightly to keep her in place.
'No babe’ I peck her lips and she seems a bit startled by everything 'You stay, Shane and Lauren were just leaving’
'Oh come on Karma’ Lauren snorts and I shoot her a death glare, forcing Amy to sit down on the chair at my desk and sitting on her lap just to piss the two of them off.
'Suki I’m sorry’ Shane throws his hands up in the air dramatically and sits down on the bed beside Karma.
'A-M-Y’ Lauren emphasise the other blondes name who is just shaking her head in confusion up at me, she’s so cute when she’s like that.
'Look Karma, can you give us a minute alone with Amy?’ Shane asks pleadingly and I look down at Amy who seems terrified but I decide it’s the best thing to do.
'Is that ok with you baby?’ I basically whisper to her and she nods her head a bit 'I’ll just go get us a cup of tea of my mom ok?’ Amy nods her head again and I peck her lips sweetly hopping off her lap to head out of my bedroom.
'Be nice to her or I swear to god I’ll tell everyone all of your secrets’ I shout back at Lauren and Shane before closing my door and heading down the stairs to my kitchen where my parents are sitting talking crap to each other.
'Karma I made you and your friends some brownies love’ my father pipes up pointing to a batch of brownies on the kitchen table, I smile at him and pour myself and Amy two cups of tea picking up the plate and bringing it with me up towards my room. My dad always makes me non-weed brownies, and I love him for it.
I open the door to my bedroom, sucking in a breath, to find Amy sitting in between Lauren and Shane who have their arms wrapped around her on either side of her in a weird embrace.
'You ok babe?’ I semi giggle as I place the tea and brownies down on my lockers to join in the hug sitting on her lap in between them.
'If I was a hugger I’d love this’ Amy mumbles in between everyone and we all laugh loudly and it’s clear to me that they sorted out whatever the issue was.
'You do know we’re crashing your date night now’ Shane pipes walking over to my locker to get the brownies and sippin a cup of tea.
Within a half an hour we’re all laughing hysterically on my bed, so hysterically that I’m starting to think these brownies where not from the not special pile. Amy is lying spread out across my bed, her shirt riding up as Shane, Lauren and I dance around the room to Beyonce’s partition song. I laugh as Shane sort of twerks and Lauren like dry humps my desk, definetly not normal brownies.
'Guys we’re baked’ I giggle as I start sexy dancing my way over towards Amy on the bed who smiles goofily up at me and props herself up on her elbows to watch the show.
'You’re so unbelievably sexy’ Amy purrs from the bed tugging me down on top of her and shoving her tongue into my mouth, her hands roam all over my body as mine tangle in her shirt pulling it off, leaving her in her bra and jeans, clearly forgetting about Lauren and Shanes presence due to the excessive amount of weed we’ve both had.
'You know Amy’ Shane lies down on the bed beside us, I sit up and straddle Amys waist as she looks over at him, eyes completely glazed on both their parts 'I think I’d have sex with you’
'FUCK OFF’ Lauren shouts lying down on the opposite side of us, this is literally the most bizarre position I’ve ever been in 'Your so gay Harvey!!!’
'Karma give me a go’ Shane whines signalling for me to get off Amy, which I do for some insane reason and she shoots me a confused look as Shane swaps positions with me straddling her waist 'I mean look, the long dirty blonde hair, piercing green eyes, your lips look like they’d give an amazing BJ…’
'BJ?’ Amy asks dumbly, Shanes hands roam down her bare stomach and she shivers so I lean over and kiss her lips hungrily.
'Blow job baby’ I pull away nuzzling my nose against hers.
'Then you’ve got the insanely hot body… I mean… big boobs, toned abs, legs that go on for days and a hot ass. You may have turned Karma gay Amy but I bet you never thought you’d turn me straight. I’d love to fuck your brains out’ Shane leans in to kiss Amy playfully but I push him off her shaking my finger at him.
'I’m the only one who fucks her brains out Harvey’ I say grinding my hips into hers and joining our lips again in another heated kiss.
'This is so disgusting’ Lauren speaks up 'I need to pee’ she hops up and heads into the bathroom leaving us alone with Shane again.
'Tell me ladies, which one of you straps?’ Shane asks clapping his hands together excitedly.
'Strap?’ I ask raising my eyebrow at him, pushing Amy down by her chest as she tries to connect our lips again.
'I’d love to strap for you Karms’ Amy whispers huskily reaching up to pull my shirt over my head which for some reason I let her, even though Shanes sitting beside me right now. Fucking brownies.
'Strap on penis Karma’ Shane coo’s 'so you can really fuck eachother, I mean I’m assuming you’ve both been with guys before, that part is fun right?’
'Yessss’ Amy basically moans, what the fuck has happened to my quite reserved Amy. The girl who barely ever talks about sex. Fucking brownies.
'You’ve slept with boys?’ I ask her, ignoring Shane who hops up from the bed and basically runs down the stairs.
'One boy’ Amy is so baked, her eyes are rolling back in her head 'Felix’
'You slept with the captain of the football team?’ Lauren re-emerges from the bathroom shocked but bends down to knuckles Amy who bumps her fist with her step sister.
'Amy!!!’ I sort of yell at her, getting up off her and she looks a bit confused as she sits up and watches me pace the room.
'It was only a couple of times Karma, when we broke up, I was horny as fuck, he’s kind of hot, I figured if I wasn’t fucking you I may as well be fucked’ Amy laughs throughout her entire sentence and Lauren joins in. Me on the other hand, all I’m seeing is red right now. Fucking Felix.
'Lauren we’re going now’ Shane shouts loudly as he reenters the room holding a black bag which he hands to me grinning from ear to ear 'Have fun girls!!! This one is brand new, my mamma sells them, consider it a gift of friendship’
Shane and Lauren exit the room and close the door leaving Amy and I alone with the black bag and her recent revelation. I open the black back and take out a large purple strap on, Amy’s eyes light up at it and she licks her lips. Holy shit she likes the idea of this. To be honest I feel the overwhelming need to prove I can fuck her better than Felix ever did right now so I strip off my clothes, lock my bedroom door and slip on the strap on as Amy basically salvates looking over at me. I definitely wasn’t expecting to be doing this today.
'Do you want me to fuck you Amy?’ I ask her walking over to her and placing her hands on my breasts.
'Yes’ Amy replies simply her hands squeezing my breasts a bit.
'With my cock?’ I slowly rub it in between her breasts until the tip of it hits her mouth.
'Yes’
'Are you wet for me baby?’ I ask her, she quickly unbuttons her jeans and tosses them along with her panties to the side of the room.
'So wet’ I lick the space in between her legs and she shudders, clearly really excited.
'You’re really excited baby…’
'Please don’t tease me’ Amy moans as I lick her some more, up and down, in and out.
'You taste so good’ I purr into her ear as I crawl up her and kiss her lips so she can taste herself too 'I wonder what you feel like…’
With that I place the strap on at her entrance and hook her thighs over my shoulders, staring down at her face as I push it in for the first time and her head falls back on the bed as she grips the sheets in pleasure. I make quick work of taking her bra off so I can watch her boobs bounce as I plunge into her repeatedly, faster and faster. Her face telling me exactly what to do, her moans encouraging me not to stop. Soon enough a nipple finds its way into my mouth and Amy moans so loudly that I fear my parents will walk in on us so I silence her by shoving my fingers into her mouth which she sucks on as I keep trusting.
I lie back on the bed and signal for Amy to get on top of me which she does, putting me inside her and starting to bounce rhythmically again. My eyes never leaving her chest as it bounces up and down, my hands holding her hips in place, her head hanging back in pleasure.
'Did Felix fuck you like this?’ I ask jealousy brewing in my stomach
Amy stops moving and removes herself from me falling down beside me on the bed, panting, A frown covers her face.
'Take it off Karma’ Amy gestures to the strap on and I raise an eyebrow at her confused by her sudden change of heart,
'But you like it Ames…’
'No Karma I like you, I don’t need anything or any help to make love to you’ Amy whispers as she tugs it off me throwing it across the room before leaning in and kissing me passionately.
'I love you’ I say softly to her 'I’ve no idea what the fuck we were doing tonight…’
'I love you too’ Amy kisses me softly and cups my cheeks 'We were high babe, I’m pretty sure your gay best friend feeling me up is a testament to that…’
'True…’
'Now lets finish this the right way…’ Amys voice is hoarse as she dives in on top of me,
X
Amy pulls her car up into the school carpark and drops me off near the door so I can avoid the rain before going to park the car. I make my way into the school and up to my locker where I find Shane poised holding two cups of coffee and wearing sunglasses even though it’s raining, actually I’m pretty sure his entire exterior is disgruntled.
'Morning’ I say quietly, trying not to hurt my own head as I reach forward for a cup of coffee but he slaps my hand away quickly.
'This is for Suki’ Shane pouts at me 'my gaydar was all messed up last night because of your parents pott brownies, I vaguely remember groping her and telling her I’d like to fuck her brains out…’
'Yes you did’ I reply laughing a bit thinking about last night 'It’s nice to know you think my girlfriends hot though, if I do say so myself…’
'Anyways did you use what I gave you?’ Shane arches his eyebrows suggestively and I instantly know what he’s referring too.
'We did…’ I trail off looking around me to make sure no one can hear us 'But then we decided to do it the old school way because it’s pretty fucking amazing like that anyway…’
'Cute’ Shane smiles at me and the next thing I know I feel a pair of wet hands slide around my waist signalling Amys presence.
'What’s the point in dropping me to the door to avoid the rain if your then going to proceed to dry yourself on me?’ I ask smartly turning around in her arms to see her grinning sheepishly at me.
'You dropped her to the door so she wouldn’t get wet…’ Shane puts his hand over his heart and makes this sickeningly sweet love face 'You must really love her Suki’
'I do’ Amy grins a toothy grin at me now and plants a soft kiss on my lips. My heart melts a little in my chest.
'Babe you’re soaking, you should probably go take a shower in those locker rooms you love to warm yourself up’ I say rubbing her arms up and down to heat her up, we really weren’t expecting rain this morning so Amys plaid skirt is sticking to her body like a wet rag.
'Here’ Shane gestures to the coffee in his hand and gives it to Amy who smiles appreciatively sipping it.
Next thing I know Felix appears out of nowhere wrapping his letterman jacket around Amys shoulders and squeezing her tightly up in it which makes her yelp a little. Jealousy lines my face as he picks my girlfriend up and spins her around as she giggles. Why did she have to tell me she slept with him. Now I’m completely paranoid.
'Felix stop’ Amy swats him away and he just wraps her up tighter, flirtation lining his moves.
'You got really wet out there without me?’ he pouts and Shane has to put his hand on my shoulder to stop me from lunging forward 'Come on Ames, you know how much I love it when we get soaked together, you should have called’
Amy breaks free from his arms and shoots him a 'shut up’ look turning towards me.
'He’s talking about our runs’ Amy stammers a bit 'When we run… it always seems to rain… so we get soaked’
And then they have sex. Stop it Karma.
'I’m going to class’ I sort of growl out and Shane nods his head signalling for me to follow him, which I do, shooting Felix a death glare on the way.
'That was weird…’ Shane comments as we turn the corner.
'They slept together’ I spit out at him and his jaw nearly hits the ground as he makes a long 'ohhh’ sound 'A few times actually, after Amy and I broke up the first time’
’ So Amys bi?’ Shane asks quizzically.
'No!’ I nearly shout 'I don’t know… maybe… I guess we need to talk about it…fuck those fucking pott brownies’
'Oh the awkward are you gay or am I some sort of an experimental phase convo…’ Shane states like he’s in an episode of gossip girl 'I hate those’
'I never really thought I’d be the one wondering if my girlfriends into guys aswell’ I mutter pushing open the door to my Spanish class.
X
Amy and I walk hand in hand up to the theatre as we playfully argue over what movie we’re going to go too. She wants to see something adventure like and me being me wants to see a love story. It; s the last night we’re spending together before I head off on the senior trip with the cheerios and football team so I’m trying to soak in every possible moment of Amy I can get.
'Your going to facetime me everynight right?’ I nudge her hip and she half smiles at me kissing my cheek.
'Of course I am’ Amy breathes out 'Since it’s your last night I guess I’ll accept that we’re going to see some unrealistic love story…’
'Spider man is unrealistic Ames’ I tease her as I smile dragging her over to the confectionery stand by the hand.
'Two tickets to the soppiest movie you have please’ Amy says rather seriously to the hostess who simply laughs at her disgruntled expression as I kiss her cheek.
'Love you’ I coo squeezing her cheek 'You can remember me for the week through this super cheesy movie’
'Can I get you anything else?’ the hostess asks and Amy raises an eyebrow at me expectantly.
'She’s about to claim she doesn’t want anything so I’m going to get a large popcorn and a large coke knowing that she’s going to eat half of it’ Amy smirks and I laugh at her annoyance.
'One straw please’ I chime in, Amy once again raises an eyebrow in my direction.
'We swap spit constantly Amy, it will ruin my lipstick if there’s two straws’ I say pecking her lips and taking the coke from the stand starting to walk towards our movie.
X
Three hours later we’re lying in my bed wrapped up in eachother as Amy strokes my hair and I trace patterns on her hip. Suddenly Felix flashes through my mind when I think about the football team and I decide in the name of honesty that now is the time to ask her about him.
'So… did you think Chris Pine was hot in that movie’ I ask attempting to be subtle about this whole sexuality conversation.
'Smooth’ Amy snorts laughing a little and I instantly pout up at her 'If you want to ask me about Felix Karma just do it, you’re my girlfriend, you deserve to know’
'Ok…’ I smile weakly at her sitting up in the bed beside her and letting a breath of air out 'I want to know about Felix’
'What do you want to know?’
'Everything’ I reply quickly and Amy shoots her head up a bit surprised.
'No you don’t’ Amy smiles at me.
'Everything, minus details on how you guys had sex’ I avert my gaze from hers, trying to be as brave as possible.
'We met around the same time that you and I did…’ Amy starts and the put instantly grows larger on my face 'While we were both running, he tripped up and I helped him get home because he sprained his ankle, we barely spoke after that for a couple of months… polite nods while jogging where exchanged. Until one day after you and I had broken up he stopped me to tell me that he heard and he was sorry and if I needed anyone to talk too… which I did at the time so we sat down on a bench and I cried… the next thing I know we’re jogging three times a week and I know he’s crushing on me… I see you out on a date with Liam Booker, so I decide I need to have sex with someone and Felix is there’
'So you guys were fuck buddys?’
'Friends with benefits’ Amy says sternly as if the term fuck buddy bothers her 'He’s sweet and he was exactly what I needed at the time because it was either him or Ivy or Ellie and I knew if I was going at it with one of them two or three times a week that we were completely over Karma. I didn’t want that, obviously’
'It still hurts to think about you know…’ I mumble turning my head away from her so she can’t see the tears forming in my eyes.
'What?’ Amy asks clearly confused. I can feel her stroking my fingers gently with her own.
'How much I’ve hurt you Amy…’ the words spill out of mouth with such an honesty that I can feel my heart twisting in my chest ’…you deserve someone better than me…’
'Karma I love you’ Amy pulls me around so that I have to face her and presses her forehead against mine 'I’m so in love with you, you can’t choose who you fall in love with…’
'If I could I would choose you everytime’ I whisper into the space between us boldly, Amy captures her lips in mine in a sweet kiss 'You make me so happy Amy… happier than I ever thought I could be… just hearing your voice makes me smile on the inside and out’
'Me too Karms, and for the record, I know I’ve hurt you too so stop blaming yourself for our mistakes’ Amy pulls me into a tight embrace and I listen to the sound of her breathing, finding it oddly soothing. We fall asleep tangled up in eachother.
X
The next morning I’m woken up by the sound of my mother yelling at her juice maker for sucking out some of the good vibrations from the melons. Jesus she’s insane. I turn over a bit to see Amy still fast asleep on the bed, her hands wrapped loosely around my waist. I smile down at her to myself and frown when I realise that I have to leave for the cheerios and football team trip in less than an hour, how am I going to be away from her for a whole week. I feel like I can’t breath when she’s not with me.
I gently untangle myself from her arms as I make my way into my bathroom to shower and prepare for the day ahead. About half an hour later I walk into my bathroom to find that Amy is nowhere to be seen and Lauren Cooper is standing in the middle of my bedroom clapping her hands excitedly.
'Wear something cute’ Lauren squeals raking through my wardrobe 'It’s really hot outside and we both know the football boys appreciate a good flowery dress!’
'Where’s Amy?’ I ask her, panic taking over that she’s left and my worst fear is confirmed when Lauren shrugs her shoulders and mumbles something before yanking me down the stairs with my bag in my hand towards her car.
'We’re taking the bus with everyone else but I’ll drive us there’ she slams on the accelerator as my parents wave from the doorway sipping on their juices and I feel my stomach plunging the further away we get from my house. Amy and I’s safe place.
We pull up into the carpark of the school and Lauren quickly hops out making her way over to the cheerios and dragging me along with her. My eyes scan thr crowd for Shane, cursing him if he somehow managed to get out of this trip and I didn’t when they land on a blonde in the distance chatting away to Felix. I squint a little when I see her point over in the cheerios direction and he nods a bit. I drop my bag on the ground dramatically, and somehow manage to find myself sprinting over to her and leaping into her shocked yet open arms.
'Karms, baby, I can’t breathe’ Amy gasps as I finally detach myself from her and immediately miss the warmth of her body so I decide to link our fingers together.
'Where did you go this morning? I missed you when I got out of the shower’ I ask her, a pout evidently finding its way to my lips and she just smiles goofily at me tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear.
'My mom called me freaking out at my lack of presence in my room this week so I needed to make an appearance at home for breakfast…’ Amy explains, I notice Felix staring at her from the distance, the same way I look at her, his eyes filled with desire and longing. No way man.
'I don’t want to go without you’ I pull her into another embrace as I hear Lauren screaming at the cheerios to get on the bus and Felix calling out for the football team to do the same.
'I don’t want you to go either…’ Amy mumbles into my hair and that’s when I hear Shanes voice on the microphone.
'Suki can you please release young Karmite from your grip so we can start partying please’ I hate when he calls her that and the flinch that she makes says she does too. I really need to talk to her and figure out what Lauren and Shane said when they apologised to her the other night.
Before I get the chance to say anything I feel Amys hands cup my cheeks and her lips meeting mine in a chaste kiss that leaves me wanting more.
'Have fun’ she kisses me once more and walks back a bit so I’ll get on the bus 'I love you’
'I love you too, I’ll miss you babe’ I reply before turning around on my heel and making my way onto the cheerios bus where the girls all mock cheer as I step on and take my seat next to Shane at the front.
'Lets get the show on the road’ Lauren barks and the driver starts the engine.
A loud chant of 'Get in there’ can be heard from the football teams bus to the point where all of the cheerios climb over to the windows to look out the window to see Felix turning bright red as he embraces a blank expression looking Amy. Fuck those sunglasses she’s wearing I really need to see her eyes right now to tell me she loves me and not him. Why am I so fucking insecure. The cheerios immediately start whispering things like 'Ouch’ and 'I heard they were hooking up before Karma’ when the bus finally starts to pull out of the carpark.
I stare out the window fighting back tears as Shane rests his hand on my shoulder soothingly. My eyes manage to find Amys back as she walks to her car and then come into contact with a blushing Felix’s as he stumbles towards the football team bus being hailed a hero for touching Amy. A smug smirk lines his face when he sees mine.
Great, another fucking Ellie Booker. This trip is going to be fun.