Aslam-o-Alakum,
Ajj main app se apni zindgi k kuch ooraq share kar rahi hoon/lakin ye wo oorak hain jinoo nay meri zindgi ko aik dam badal kar rakh diya.
Mera name M hai aur main ….. city se hoon.hamray khandan ka shumar b un shreef khandan main hota hai jis main larkiyoo ko sare amm bazaar main goomna fashion karna larkoo se friend ship karnay ka rawaj door door tak nai tha jab k main aur meray saray gar walay 5 waqat ki namaz bakaidgi se aur Quran pak rozna parhtay hain aur haramy gar main parday ka bara khyal rakha jata yahan tak k ham kabi apnay male czn se b kabi free nai howay aur aissay hona b chahiye kun k ham Muslim hain aur hamra mazhab iss baat ki ijazat nai deta k larki ye sab kam karay jo shriyat nai mana farmaye hain. Aur main Islam se boot hi zyad muhabat karti thi aur hoon.harmay gar main ammi abu k alwa aik bari sister jo k shadi shuda thi aur aik chota bahi jo abi matric main parhta hai main aksar tanha hi rehti thi mjy boot tanhai feel hoti thi meray muhalay main aik 2 friends thi lakin wo inparh thi phr un k sath dosti main zara maza nai ata tha.aur ham middle class family se talak rakhtay hain na itnay ameer na ghareeb aur Pakistan main reh kar abu itni achi job kartay hain insurance company main aur ALLAh ka shuakr hai achay treeqay se time pass ho jata hai.main nay Bcom. kiya …city k college se aur iss k baad agay mba karnay ka irada tha aur meri fees abu bardashat nai kar saktay thay lakin mera mba karnay ka kafi shok tha.phr mjy kahen se pata chala k Pakistan ki aik online university hai jo k online mba aur dosray course karwa rahi hai aur fees b boot kam hai.sirf computer aur net ki zaroorat parti hai.abu nay ijazat day di aur computer aur net b lagwa liya main computer k mutalak pehlay hi thora boot janati thi iss liye itna mushkal nai tha main nay mba main admission lay liya pehla semester start ho gaya bas lec sunti rahi aur sab assan lag raha tha lakin jab assignments aai tu itni preshani hoi baqi sab subjects ki tu theak tarah se samj aa rahi thi math stat aur cs101 ki samj nai ati thi pehli assignments tu aram se send ho gai assan thi lakin agay ja kar aur msuhkal assignments anay lagi phr main nay campus jana start kar diya wahan par meri kuch larkiyan dost ban gai lakin wo boot nalike thi wo just enjoy kar rahi thi life aur kafi ameer b thi un ko study ki parwa nai thi main kafi preshan thi phr mjy kuch larkiyoo nay mshwara diya k vu k google groups join kar lo wahan par asani se help mil jati hai phr aik larki nay keh kar mjy aik group main add karwa diya.phr aik aissi assignment aai jis ko dekh kar mainkafi preshan hoi main nay group par mail ki koi student help karay mjy samj nai aa rahi hai .Phr aik larkay nay meri pvt main help kar di uss nay poori assignment send kar di aur sath thora sa guide b kar diya wo b ussi city se tha main nay uss ka bara shukriya adda kiyya phr jab b koi assignment ati tu wo bin mangay last date se pehlay hi send kar deta main bari khush hoti aur uss ka shukriya adda karti phr mera thora boot taraf howa uss se uss nay thora boot apnay baray main b batya wo group par itni achi achi Islamic mail karta mjy bary achi lagti thi aur parh kar dil bara khus hota tha .aur us ki baattain wo kisi ko behis main agay nai janay deta tha kafi mature tha aur sab larkoo se different lagta tha uss k baat karnay ka andaz uss ko dekh kar meray larkoo k baray main banay howay concept tabdeel honay lgay.phr mjy aik dafa aik assignment ki bilkul nai samj aa rhai thi uss nay mail main gudie kiya lakin samj nai aai phr uss nay kaha yahoo ya skype par aao mjy nai pata tha uss nay dono ki ids bana kar day di aur phr vc par uss nay thora boot samjya main nay uss ka kafi shukariya ada kiya aisay hi phr wqat guzarta gaya wo kafi help karta mid b ho gye aur papers k dooran meri aik 2 dafa salam dua b hoi thi uss nay meri kafi tareef ki wo kafi acha khoobsoorat aur rich tha papers achay ho gye un nalike friends ko b main samjati rahi un k papers b achay ho gye.phr papers k baad hamri voice chat hoti tu ham aik dosray se mukhtalif topic par behis kartay kabi islam par koi confusion hoti wo door kar deta uss ko kafi Hadees b yaad thi koi b topic hota daily life par muj ko behis se agay na janay deta aissay hi din guzartay gye main boot khus thi mjy apni tanhai ka zara b ehsas nai hota tha kabi kabi ye khyal aa jata k khen main ghalt rastay par tu nai ja rahi ho tu sehtan keh deta k help lay rahi ho ab university main aissay tu karna parta hai aur dosti hai aur wase b tanha thi akeeli hoon tnhai door ho rahi hai.phr aissay b din aa gye k jis din uss se baat na ho din nai guzarta rozna baat hoti hansi mazak sab chalnay laga.pata nai kun wo mjy acha sa lagnay laga shyad ye meri zindgi ka pehla experience tha shyad main tanha thi wo meri tanhai door karta tha wo meray dukh dard suntan tha?pata nai kun wo mjy acha sa lagta tha.
Mujhe acha sa lagta hai,
Tumharay sang sang chalna,
Wafa ki aag mein jalna,
Tumhein naraz ker dena,
Kabhi naraz ho jana,
Tumhari bey-rukhi per b,
Tumhari aarzu krna,
Khud apnay dil ki dharkan say,
Tumhari guftagu krna,
Mujhay acha sa lagta hai,
Tumhi ko dhekhtay rehna,
Tumhi ko sochtay rehna,
Bohat gehray khyalon mein, Jawabon mein, Sawalon mein, Mohabbat k hawalon mein,
Tumharay naam ka aana,
Mujhay acha sa lagta hai Mujhay acha sa lagta hai,
Aissay hi 2sra semester aa gaya aur papers k dooran thori boot salam dua ho jati wo papers b zyda tar meray paper walay din ussi session main rakhta jab main papers denay jati tu papers ki tension kam hoti uss ka w8 zyda hota pata nai kaya honay laga tha muj ko mjy uss k bina aik pal b chain nai ata tha.mjy shyad uss se payar ho gaya tha kuch tu tha dil main jo wo uss k bina bechain rehti thi meray din tanha guzar rahay thay aur shamin udas rehti thi pata nai ye kaya tha.main nay uss k payar ka name day diya shyad mjy uss se payar ho gaya thaw o kabi muj se naraz hota tu pata nai muj ko kaya ho jata zindgi veeran ho jati.
Koi tou guftgoo kero………..sham bahut udas hey Tum merey paas he raho…..sham bahut udas hey
Kuch bhi tou boltey nahin, khoul yeh tourtey nahin
Mein nein kaha, suno zara….sham bahut udas hey
Mujh sey nah tum milo mager , mujh sey nah kuch kaho mager
Sham sey aa key kuch kaho..sham bahut udas hey
Deikhoo , Bahut hey ser giraan umer e rawan ki dastaan
Iss mein nah aour ghum bhero sham bahut udas hey
Itna hey iztraab kion, karb mein hein junab kion
Milna hey ger tou aa milo…….sham bahut udas hey
Maana keh tum khafa nahin,kehney kou kuch bacha nahin
Acha sa sheir he perho………..sham bahut udas hey
Koi nahin idher udher , sarey khamoush baam o darr
Kis sey kahein dua karo ………sham bahut udas hey
Kuch tou ilaj e gham kero , Saber e khasta jaan sunoo
Aaj kissi kou khatt likhoo……… sham bahut udas hey
Mjy shayd uss e payar ho gaya tha.lakin izahar se dar rahi thi aur dosri taraf gar walon ka sochti k agr pata chal gaya lakin mera payar muj se kehta k payar hi tu kiya hai aur wo b sacha payar.mjy wapis janay nai deta tha aur ja b kesay sakti thi akhir kabi payar karnay walay pichay mur kar b dekhtay hain?phr wo din b aa gaya meri zindgi main jab uss nay muj se payar ka izahar kar diya.main bari khush b thi aur thora gahbara b gai thi aur ghbara kar vc band kar di aur bye bye keh diya poori raat muj ko neend nai aai main kafi khush thi aur lakiin dar b lag raha tha. kun k harmay gar main issi battaon ko ghlat samja jata tha.lakin mjy tu payar ho gaya tha jab payar ho jata hai tu kuch nazar nai ata har cheez achi lagnay lagti hai jaisay khazan main bahar ka sama ho.apnay dil ko samjya k koi nai wo rishta lay aye ga aur gar walay b maan jain gay itna acha sa tu hai wo mera hamsafar uss ka rishta gar walay lazmi kabool kren
Phr raat aissay hi uss ko sochtay sochtay guzar gai dosray din uss se baat hoi tu main nay b izhar muhabat kar diya apnay gar ki parwa kiye baghir ye sochay baghir k ye konsay rastay hain kin rastoo par chal nikli akhir manzil milay gai ya nai mera thkana kaya ho ga bas dil main uss k alawa koi khyal nai ata tha bas har waqat uss ki soch uss ka nam ye kesa jadoo kar diya tha uss nay ye sab kun tha.bas ankhoon main us ski soorat us ski battain rehti thi ratton ko yaad karti rehti uss k sath rehnay k khwab dekhanay lagi.phr wo mjy dekhnay k liye campus bulatata abu mjy campus chor atay abu se kehti k ajj thora sa kam hai campus jana hai group study karni hai phr uss k sath beth kar thori se study discussion b honay lagi aur wapsi par kabi mjy abu lenay jatay aur kabi kabar late ho jatay tu main apni friends ya kisi larki k sath chali jati public taransport par wo mjy kehta rehta main drop kar doon ga uss k pass aik boot hi achi car b thi rozna uss main ata jab abu late ho jatay tu drop karnay ka keh deta main darti k agr kisi nay dekh liya tu phr aik din sab dar ko door kar k uss k sath chali gai akhir main uss se payar karti thi uss par ehtbar kiya tha uss nay gar se thora sa door uatar diya. bas phr kaya main nay abu ko mana kar diya k main friends k sath aa jaya karoo gi prh rozna uss k sath anay lagi mai nay uss ko kaha k main tum se boot payar karti hoon apnay gar waloon ko razi karoo rishta bejoo hamray gar ab main aur tuarma w8 nai kar sakti main tuamray bina aik pal nai reh sakti tum se aik pal doori b azab lagnay lagi hai wo ajj kal ka aur ye keh kar taal deta k itni b kaya jaldi hai pehlay study complete ho jay tum meri ho tum ko ko b nai lay kar ja sakta .bas main a bass us ski addi ho gai thi mjy uss se janoon ki had tak ishaq ho gaya tha uss ki ghaltiyan b mjy achi lagti ghlatiyan b ghlatiyan nai lagti thi mjy us ski awaz uss k andaz uss ki har aik cheez se payar ho gaya tha main uss k bina reh nai sakti thi.
Aik din campus main wapsi par mjy kuch khelnay k liye lay gaya bara mana kiya lakin lay gaya main bari dar rahi thi lakin kuch nai howa aissay hi waqat katta gaya aur main week main 3 4 dafa lazmi campus janay lagi study ka baahana kar k aur kar b kaya sakti thi uss ko dekhay bina aik pal b bari mshkal se guzarta phr aik din meri zindgi main aissa b aaya..main uss din campus gai aur wapsi par mjy gar chornay ki bajaye aik aur jaga par lay gaya main nay poocha kahan ja rahay ho uss nay jwab diya k aik dost k gar jar aha hoon kuch kam hai dost se dost k gar k samnay ja kar gari rukhi wo mjy b andar lay gaya main nay kafi mana kiya k mjy dar lag raha hai kehta hai kuch nai hota uss k friend k gar uss k friend k alwa koi nai tha mjy kafi dar lag raha tha lakin uss nay hosla diya phr mjy akeela betha kar wo wo dono aik kamray main gye wahan thori dair kuch battain ki aur phr uss ka friend gar se bahir chala gaya phr wo meray pass aa gaya aur muj se battain karnay laga phr mj se poochnay laga muj se kitna payar karti ho bas iss tarah ki battain start ho gai phr wo kafi romantic ho gaya main kafi dar gai aur kaha koi dekh lay ga lakin us nay kaha gar par koi nai hai kuch nai hota aissay mjy b kuch pata nai chala aur na hi uss nay meri jaan chori aur kab muj se wo gunah sarzad ho gaya kuch pata nai chala main boot preshan ho gai k akhir ye kaya ho gaya mery wehmoo guman main nai tha k ye kuch b ho ga phr main nay uss kaha main nay gar jana hai jaldi se gar chor doo uss nay phr mjy gar chor diya aur thora hosla diya k relex ho jaoo sab theak ho jay ga main apnay gar waloon ko jaldi razi kar k tuamray gar rishta lenay beejoo ga uss nay kafi tasli di aur kaha jo ho gaya so ho gaya.
Phr main gar gai aur thora relex kiya apnay app ko gar waloo k samnay theak rakha thora sa hosla kiya aur raat ko kafi roi k ye kaya ho gaya agr kisi ko pata chal gaya tu kaya ho ga agr pata chalay ya na chalay meri akhrat tu gai main nay apni akhrat aik lamhay main zaya kar di ye main nay kaya kar diya main aissi tu nai thi main nay kabi apnay czn tak se free ho kar gup nai ki thi czn k samnay b parda karti thi ye kaya ho gaya..lakin jab us ski tasliyoo ka sochti tu thora sa hosla ho jata apnay app ko hosla diya k wo shadi kar lay ga wada kiya hai aur gar walay b maan jain gay kafi acha larka hai aur muj se payar karta hai payar main ham dono ko kuch pata nai chala hai.bas apnay app ko hosla diya aur aik week campus nai gai bas uss se net par baat hoti rahi gar walay b poochnay lag paray k kun nai gai campus pehlay tu jati thi main nay mama papa se kaha k meri friends main se aik k ralitives ki shadi hai wo chutiyoo par hai iss liye sab nai jati hain jab uss ka function khtam ho jay ga tab se phr janay lag paroo gi.meri baat hoti rahi wo mjy hosla deta raha wo mj se kehnay laga k mjy milnay aoo main nay kaha k dar lagta hai ab wo mjy majboor karnay laga kehnay laga k main tuamra bina nai reh sakta muj se miloo.uss nay muj se rabta rak toornay ki baat start kar di phr majbooran main jana para campus aur wapisi par phr wo mjy apnay dost k gar lay gaya main nay kafi mana kiya lakin phr b wo lay gaya aur mjy car main se utar kar bazoo pakar kar andar lay gaya main nay thori boot mazahmat ki lakin log dekh rahay thay phr majbooran jana para keh raha tha kuch nai hota wo ghlati doabra nai ho gi.phr thori dair bethnay k baad jab uss ka dost wahan se gaya main ronay lagi main nay uss ko kaha mjy gar choroo khuda ka wasta plz mjy gar choor do mjy dar lag raha hai uss nay meri aik na sunii aur phr meray sath zbardasti karnay laga aur phr wohi kuch kiya meray sath aur phr gar chor diya.
Ab tu meri tabiyat kafi khrab ho gai thi gar ja kar thora sa aram kiya ammi nay poocha betha kaya howa hai mainnay kaha bas sar dard kar raha hai ja kar soo gai lakin neend kahan anay wali thi aa b kahan sakti thi ajj uss nay dhoka day diya meray kehnay k bwajood muj se wo sb doabra kiya.
Laahaq hai yahan marz mohabat ka sabhi ko.
Iss shehar k logo main waba amm boot hai
Har darja shrafat ka libada hai aoora
Aur dil main hakarat ki bala amm boot hai.
Rishtoo ka yahan pass rakhtay tu hain sabhi par
Hairat hai k lutnay ki sada amm bhoot hai.
Daawa hai k har fard wafadar hai yahan.
Hai darja kitaboo main jafa amm bhoot hai.
Tum naik tamnain tu rakhtay ho bhout wasi.
Iss shehar main naiki ki saza amm bhoot hai.
Meri zindgi barbad kar di us nay main uss waqat ko koos rahi thi phr aik doo din uss se baat nai ki akhir majboori us se baat karni pari main nay uss ko kaha k muj se shadi karoo meray gar rishta bejoo kehta hai bejta hoon mainnay kaha k ab tum se nai miloo gai na hi baat ho gi jab tak tum se shadi nai ho jati.phr do din tak koi baat nai hoi na koi msg aya phr 3ssray din uss nay offline msg aur aik mail send ki offline msg main likha tha k mail check karoo aur muj se rabta karoo jab main nay mail dekhi tu meray paoon se zameen hi nikal gai ufff Khudya ye kaya ho gaya main kidar phas gai meri itni achi life thi main nay kidar khrab kar di main uss din ko koos rahi thi jab admission liya tha mjy parhnay ka shok tha kaya parhna gunah hai ya phr main uss din ko kos rahi thi jab mian nay google groups ko join kiya ya uss larkay se acha samj kar help li jis nay meray larkoo k baray man nazriye change kiye thay k larkay achay b hotay hain shyad main ghalt thi ya meri kismat main ye din dekhna likha tha ya main nay koi gunah kiya howa th jis ki saza mjy mil rahi thi.bas uss waqat aik hi lafaz reh gaya tha mind main kash.lakin ab kaya ho sakta tha uss mail main kaya tha kaya ho sakta tha.uss mail main pehlay din wali meri aur uski nude pics thi jo lagta hai uss k dost chup kar banta raha aur mail main ye b likha tha k agr tum muj se na mili tu ye pics main tuamray gar waloon ko muhalay waloon ko send kar doon ga bas main tu phas gai pehli dafa ehtbar kiya aur pehli dafa hi ghalt nikli ya phr wo badal gaya tha ya phr pata nai kun aissay kar raha tha wo aissa tu nai tha wo tu kafi acha tha may b wo majboor ho ya kisi nay uss ko force kia ho wo aissay tu nai ho sakta tha wo itni had tak gir nai sakta tha wo kun kar raha tha aissay pehlay b dil toora uss nay aur ab ye sab kar k uss se jitna payar tha utni hi nafarat main badal gaya mera roo roo kar bura hal tha meri tbiyat khrab rehnay lagi aur subah uss k pass lazmi jana tha wo mjy black mail jo kar raha tha raat bar neend na ati aur meri sehat b in kuch dinoo main kafi down ho gai.bas subah ho gai aissay hi soch soch kar subah uss se milnay gai abu cmpus chor kar aye wahan par wo car main betha kar ussi dost k gar lay gya jahan se meri zindgi ka wo dushwar lamha start howa tha jahan meri zindgi khrab hoi thi bas kaya ab tu main kuch nai kar sakti thi uss k haan main haan milani par rahi thi blackmail jo kar raha tha bas phr andar lay gaya aur wohi sab kuch lakin iss dafa uss ka wo dost jis nay meri aur us ski nude pics li thi wo b tha aik new gift tha meray liye bas dono nay mazay liye aur mjy gar chor diya aur uss nay kaha k main nay just time pass kiya tha aur yehi sab karnay ki khatir dosti ki thi main tum jaisi larki se kabi shadi nai kar sakta ab main nay kaya karna tha ab akeelay beth kar rona tha apni kismat ko jo mjy iss moor par lay aai shyad meri kismat main ye sab likha tha k meri dunia b jati rahay gi aur akhrat b jati rahi.
Zana ki iss dunia main itni bari nakable maffi saza hai tu akhrat main kaya ho gi?
Main apnay ap ko gunah gar aur shram sar samjnay lagi aur mery pass kuch nai raha tha na izzat na dunia na akhrat na sakoon na koi dost na study ab study kar k karna b kaya tha main aik bazari aoorat ban gai jo aik phone call par uss k pass chali jati wo aur uss ka wo dost sath hota.meri tbiyat boot zyda khrab rehnay lag gai aur abu aur ammi kafi preshan thay mjy docter k pass lay gye lakin main kesay theak ho sakti thi na zindoo main thi na murdoo main main mout mangti thi mout nai milti thi khudkushi ka sochnay lagi akhir khud kushi tu ussi din kar lit hi jab mjy uss se payar howa tha jab mai uss ki batton main aa kar sab kuch theak samjnay lag pari thi.
Main nay ab himat ki aur apnay app ko samnbala aur uss k bulanay par nai gai.sab kuch khtam karnay ka irada kar liya lkain wo b bara kmeena harami shaks tha uss ka shayad assli face yehi tha jo main nay uss ki batton main aa kar ussay frishta samj liya tha.meray inkar karnay se uss kameenay nay wo pic gar waloo ko send kar di aur meray kuch ralitives ko b aur phr iss k sath sath muhalay waloo ko b but uss kuttay kameenay nay pics main apnay face ko chupa liya bas phr kaya hona tha jo rahi sahi kasar thi wo b nikal gai meri izzat ka har jaga janaza nikal gaya baji ki jahan shadi hoi thi wahan b pata chal gaya meri abu ko heart attach ho gaya hospital lay kar gye wo baray dinoo baad recover howay lakin bilkul theak na howay aur gar aa gye aur ammi nay mjy tanay day day kar aur meri kafi patai ki ab main kisi ko munh dekhnay k kabil nai rahi main nay khud kushi ka soch liya ab meray pass iss k alwa koi chara nai raha aur main nay aik achay hanstay bastay khandan ki kaashiyoon ko ghamoo ka gar bana diya apnay abu ammi ki taleem ka main nay kaya sila diya?ammi nay mjy kaya sikhaya tha main kaya se kaya ban gai meri study b complete honay ko thi but ab study tu door ki baat ho gai ab tu apni zindgi ka socha ja raha hai k kesay khtam karoon.meray jeenay na jeenay se ab kisi ko koi farak nai parta hai parna b kun hai akhir main nay gar waloo kodiya hi kaya hai. ya ye diya hai k acha khndan jis ki log izzat kartay thay ab ussi khand k fard bahir niklnay k kabil nai rahay akhir ye meray sath hi kun howa shyad meri kismat buri thi ya muj se pehlay koi bara gunah sarzad howa tha jo main uss kuttay ki batton main aa gai ab khtam ho gaya sab ab in batton ka kaya faida lakin aik lafaz reh jata hai zindgi main kash kehnay ko tu ye chota sa lafaz hail akin bara hi manhoos hai jis ki zindgi main ata hai wo sirf pachtata hai bas wohi jaan sakta hai jis par beeti hoti hai.
Kash main tum par ehtbar na karti.
Teri yadoo ko apnay ooper sawar na karti.
jee leti teri yadoo k baghir main yoonhi
apni achi bali zindgi yooun barbad na karti.
Wo konsa din tha jab tum pay aya tha yaqeen.
Kash wo pal lot aye main kabi ye dua na karti.
Ye mubahat tu aik sacha jazba hai jo tu jaan na saka.
Kash dunia main kisi se umeed jafa na karti.
Kiya hai katal meri khusiyoo ka iss payar nay,
Kash main iss payar par kabi ehtbar na karti.
Ye kis moor par la khara kiya aye kismat tu nay.
Kash main apni achi kismat par kabi naz na karti.
Ye waqat zalim hai jo wapis nai jata aye dostoo,
Kash main iss hakeekat ko jaan leti aur payar na karti,
Kash main tum par ehtbar na karti.
Teri yadoo ko apnay ooper sawar na karti.
Ab main marnay ja rahi ho lakin main nay socha k meri zindgi tu khrab hoi hai kun na kisi na kisi ko faida day kar jaoon ta k kisi aur ki zindgi barbad na ho agr meri zindgi k iss azeem experience se koi aur bach jay tu shyad ALLAH mjy maaf kar day meri haram mout aur dunia main iss kiye howay karnamay ko b ALLAH maaf kar day ye sab tu ALLAH par hai na main apnay khuda ki gunah gar hoon ya phr apnay maan baap ki jin ki mainnay hasrtoo par pani pheera un k yaqeen ko khak main mila diya aur sath un ki izzat ko b jo mjy har waqat yehi kehnay par mjboor ho gye hian k konsa manhoos din tha jab tum paida hoi thi.meri tu phr b ALLAH par hia lakin uss banday ka tu sochoo na jis nay aik khandan ki zindgi barbad ki jis ki waja se main khud kushi kar rahi hoon jis ki waja se meri itni achi life koi ye din dekhna parta uss ko kabi sakoon milay ga ya uss ko ALLAH maaf kar day ga???kabi nai uss ko jab tak main maaf nai karoon gi tab tak ALLAH b maaf nai karay ga wo iss dunia main tu shyad ghoom phr lay mazay kar lay kuch aur larkiyoo ki zindgi barbad kar day lakin akhrat us ki nai hai whan tu aik aik baat ka hisab hona hai kesay day ga wo hisab wo tu na khtam honay wali zindgi hai.
Ye university buri nai main abi b iss university ko itna like karti hoon jis nay study ko har ameer ghreeb k liye aik jasiay kar diya ta k har koi higher education hasil kar saktay.shyad iss se achi koi university nai boot acha place hai na hi google groups buray hain lakin kuch log buray hain jo dosray ko iss haq se emhroom kar detay hain dosrroo ki majboooriyoo ka ghlat faida uthatay hain .
App sab larky aur larkiyoo se guzarish hai k ye story nai hai ye kisi ki zindgi k ka experience hai kuch pal ya kuch ghalt faislay hain jo aik ghlat zindgi ghlat rastay par lay gye aur mera maksad b yehi tha k meri zindgi ki iss boot bari ghalti jo anjanay mai ho gai kisi k kam aa jay larkay kisi k sath aisay flirt kartay howay soch lain aur larkiyan b kisi ki batton main anay se pehlay soch lain k kaya ho raha hai payar main tu kuch pata nai chalta hai na hi pata chalta hai kab payar howa hai tu plz apni zindgi ko barbad honay se bachain aur kisi ki zindgi barbad karnay se bacha lo kabi kisi k sath aiss mat karoo do pal ka maza kisi ki mout b ban sakta hai.jaisay meri ban gaya main nay kabi socha b nai tha k ye din b dekhoo gi aur meray liye dua kar dena k ALLAH muj ko maaf karay aur meray gar waloon ko sakoon day aur uss kuttay ko yahan par kabi sakoon na milay akhrat main tu milna b nai hai yahan par b zalil ho.Ameen
ALLAH HAFIZ
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